hello! haha, tonights gonna be a loong one! was talkin to jen last night. so after svc we're going bowling, then after that off to my place! donno what dvd/vcd marathon. haha, by then ah.. wonder if we wOn't konk out! =] oh yeah mum ordered bEef stEw. aww! greatgreatgreat! yumyum, gonna feast again sia.

ohwell, so i guessed i wouldnt be coming here tonight so might as well write now first. hmm. jlo will be wearing a shirt, i think. haha. that would be nice. urm, i think i'll just go on with the green dress thing. haha. ohwell.

oh yeah! i finally got the guestbk done lah. anw do pardon all the simple-ness. =] i am certainly computer illiterate, so cant blame me lar. haha.

hmm, wonder when i can actually go get my shoes. i guess -duh- tmr is the last day lor. should i get the you noe, better but more ex kind or the normal converse kind? its like.. everyone has the same shoes! argh. so i'd like to be different. but there is a price to pay orh! hmm. i wonder..

haha, oh yeah, the cheesecake, after going thru a whole night of freeezing, is better lah. but after putting it out for a while, it all goes soft again. haha. ok its almost not very nice. aww. failed attempt. nvm, lets strive for better results next time. =]

oh yeah. i have to devote this entry to one impt thing! they were saying joy is an incredible soulwinner. great job joy, all the way, all the way! woohoo! and i read cheens diary yest. she wrote it the night she went to the edge. she said something lydat: i went to celines church.. the ppl there like all so devoted.. im still counted a freethinker, so must open my eyes and decide where to put my faith in." aww, my heart broke so much so much. i have to keep on praying for her. and char and karen and jac and so many other ppl. well i believe they'll come to realise one day. cos i have been praying and believing! yes God. =]

-sob- just watched the show 'spacked out'.. its real saddy. and im now like so traumatised. but hey- God is with me always!! =]=]=] and so will jlo be. heh. ah, feel kinda baaad now. haha. cos i told jol i'll just use till 12.45 then let her use. then she say no need liao. and shuitong is heartbrokened. haha. so i feel bad and all. argh. so weird.

yay, tonight i'll have quite afew guests here! marcus, belle, vei, jlo! =]=]=] and trying to guess who dear is issit. haha. hmm.

oh yeah wanted so much to tell you abt our lunch at dans! was real fun. we froze cheesecake, made macaroni [abit de dry lah], salad [eeew] and.. yeah. ribena? =] we watched a walk to remember again. anw thats not the impt point. the thing is abt what we talked abt! abt church stuff! then like.. hmm.. i admire soo many ppl in the youth group lor. but when i think abt it, i too can make an impact somehow lor. hmm. dan was talking abt the worship ministry, abt how jeremy just asked her to sing at camp one day. thats great! totally fab. and.. yeah quite alot to say but can sum it all up lah. erm.. Jesus rocks. and i love Him! erm yah.

cos everything else falls under Him ain't it? =]

ahh but i still wanna write abt this.. then can read it another day.. and smile!! =]=]=] im gonna give you the name dear lar. yah you said you missing me yar? haha. =] hee, quite glad.. cos you botheR! haha. yeah actually after camp i did too! like.. really alotalot. as in all the frens i made.. including jlo and the comm, and all the stuff we did!! whee. soo enjoyable. haha, i actually prayed that i would not think so much abt it.. haha. cos it was really ALL de time lor. bad-bad hor. anw now ok liao lor! after quite long.. almost a month. as in i will never ever forget, but wont think so much also. haha. =] luv you dear!

aww, this is realli baaaad. the longest entry i wrote today, and it DISAPPEARED AGAIN. sigh. i dun wanna re-write liao lar. =I

great! another big chunk gone yet again. argh.

anw i just came back frm lunch with dan and claire. actually dan only yue-ed me lah. but claire kinda hinted tt she had no one to go out with? hmm. poor gal, its like no one really accepts her and stuff. well.

anw me and dan mostly talked abt churchy stuff! like how fulfilling serving God is. cos she helped at the christmas party, and me youth camp lah. shes realli quite involved lor.. soo fun..! i wish we could go to church everysingleday. or rather the edge? thank God its there even when sch reopens. rawks.

have to be at koinonia at 430 for set-up! hmm. hhaha, now joleen and i will have to take turns using the com. actually i didnt tell you that she was in penang. stayed till last nite.. then took coach back! ken and terry came along too! -cheekean- ahhaha. so anw i prob will have to start trying to sleep early-er. cos i'll be waking up pretty early siaz? as compared to now. quite alot of difference. hoho.

hmm, typed this whole long chunk but it disappeared after the com d/ced! argh.argh. irritating.
anw it was really abt alot of stuff. haha. nvm! no problemo.

erm, i dont have that much to say now but well.

i dont think anyone visits my blog. maybe except lyn and hsin? hee. no idea. i gave my web to.. jlo, joleen, and someone else lah. cant remember who exactly. THATS y no one visits my web. good or baad??

talking to jlo and shuitong. =] cya blog dear.

ahyo. poor guy having stomach flu. hmm. take care!!! haha. so you will still have your duty next week.. no worries! for now, just go rest and get yourself well again. =]

hmm.. quite excited for watchnite. it'll be at tampines.. seems quite small right, that place.. but still..! great fun. and last nite i came bck and saw these clothes on my bed lah. haha. mum quite tricky ah, wanna surprise me. =] anw, she bought clothes for me lah. and theres this real cute dress.. quite cool. its turtleneck, as in REAL high collar. and soo warm. but the rest of it is thin like anything. hm. she asked me to wear to watchnite. maybe?

woke up at 12 today lor.. haha. slept at arnd 3. was talking to shuitong.. haha, he really abit like big kor. hmm. nicenice! very concerned. =]

and chris is panicky over the gift exchange thing.. haha! anw, i tell you the girls shadow is real nice. frm the latest edition of brio sumore! she-ji-wei-ren. ahaha.

laleela, gonna be having a party for the council ppl at my place tonight. haha, henghwa. crappy. and this reminds me of joyce's fren. =]=]

i'll be prayin for ya!

heyhey! haha, just came back frm THE party. i went to vei's hse first, to do essays! i've finished 2, now one left, and its a free essay so gonna write abt tonight. =] yay! one of the essays i wrote was actually a du-hou-gan. read chicken soup lor. and i wrote abt dar. =] heehee. very lousy writing lah, of course. but well.. i tried! at least i was like really trying to express myself. haha. but to not much avail. was talking abt our ton night and all.. haha. its abt frenship. really quite funny lor. =]

well, abt the party.. whee! it was really great. in my own ways lor, at least. i donno, but i think i was smiling quite alot thruout. haha. the gargling thing was quite funny.. haha. and the waterbucket- marcus for once didn't do well! hoho. the gargling realli sounded chao funny! oh and the skit. wait, i was wearing red thruout and had toilet paper wrapped arnd me. with me mahjong paper candycane thing lah. i think the thing is quite nice. anw, yah, our regions skit rocked. we won 2nd lah.

wish i could paste some photo of it or something here. i will when i learn how to anws.

hmm.. was talking to jlo. hmm.. should i use pen names? hmm. shall consider. whee, so exciting! was talkin to denise.. new fren! and i shall go find out more abt the cell thing.. really didn't have a clue abt it! maybe cos its more of a gep thing.. but nvm. shall really looking forward to it. charissa is in it too! then can pull kelly in and so on.. yes! finally something i've been yearning for! a step closer to seeing the stadiums filled. a realistic step.

argh, i cant make the candy cane. can i actually be one? haha. =]

from here i go deeper.