bah. finally.

using class com. like.. all the sec4s are kanchiong-ing over their results! haha.. oh yea, better msg joleen before she freaks out, haha. and shall go kachao every other result-receipient later. hoho. so to vei-jie and whoever-else, all the best. haha. not like tt would help alot.

anw jan just walked past the classroom. hmm.. she like on the verge of wailing leh. ohno. deariedearie.. luv ya so much! thanks for being so wonderous. =]

urgh. anw, there is sooo much work and tests for next week. hmm. and think i'll be out the whole day tmr! whee. haha, shall call siyou later. hope she can go to the edge lor.. haha, shes joy's fren anw. so shes now my contact. strange eh? hees. so.. shall go get vei's prez tmr too! wonder what i should give her, bla. surely will be something zai -haha-, thanks so much for the nice tee! hees. thanks kelly.

then.. yest was selections. wasnt playing AT ALL lor. sheesh. badbad day. and i esp didnt wanna play jocelyn lor! but did and bla. so, all the best to me lor. and better remember what lezlie said yest. =]

hmm ok anw. theres net tonight. the edge tmr. dwee go! y never reply me yest leh? haha. hrmm. oh and kelly "sang ur praises", haha. cos you write songs? and are quite zai. haha. dont ego up kae? =]

larlarlar. guides are having camp today.. my class is overwhelmed with them! and red-crossers. bla. soo little sports people. nice change i suppose? =] but then i think netball carn cannot survive liaos lor. really. i wont be there sumore leh! haha. even more die. yea rite. good luck then 306, lets see where we stand!!!! yay.

arh, my teeth are gonna crack. eating this really solid garlic bread from recess. hoho. uh-oh. break rules again. grr. better stop it man. our batch is like really waay-down-below. bah. whole day get reprimanded by d/c mistress and hoy one can. bah! and our class is oout-of-control! haha. no prefects see. bad rite. quoted:"integrity is really when no one is looking". hoho. abbit apply alot to our class! hees.

oh did i say i got the metal bible? as in as a prez from daddy-oh! haha. i think i was so mean, cos i said immediately- i dont want this bible. oops, haha. but really leh, cos its like, i just got the other one! bah. but im still keeping it no matter what lah. dun use also let it rust and rot. hoho.

kaes, think i shall go home now.. lardeelah. and i know better now then to try updating blog at home. sch's the solution. =]

MONDAY 24 FEB!

heys. =] happy birthday! hahaha. yea, im turning 15 today. so anw, thanks to everyone for all the greetings and presents and calls and songs and whatever else, yar? heh, really appreciate all of ya! =] *muacks*

this blog is really baad. actually rite, i do update just tt the entries cant get posted so yah, you dont get to see anything at all. anw, all the past un-posted entrys are saved on desktop, waiting to appear on blog! but they're now like so so outdated, so i shall not bother, ok? =] hees.

hmm okay. where should i start? lotsa things have happened. all really cool. but anw, the most impt i suppose is tt kelly now attends the edge too? yay! and last sat, velda came along. and rededicated her life to God! de most amazing thing. =] so hope the rest ive been praying for do come lor. sigh. like char and karen and chinleng etc. wellwell, i believe they will one day, very soon... =]

cy just left before this, actually. we just started on fast songs today! but jus kinda thot me quite abit lah, so yah, everythings going pretty smoothly. haha, guess what, i'll be playing at prayer meeting sometime next month!!! whee, hahahaha. hard to imagine rite. and last thurs i went for the youth band auds cos jol signed up for me. hee. wonder if we'll even get in? anw, it'll be really cool and all rite. hmm. but pretty hard to believe also lah. and like i hardly practise anything. how? wellwell.

hahaha, yest was kinda funny. very long never talk to xiaopang already right? yah. so i msged his yest nite lah. then he said he wont be able to attend the edge in future cos of spore soccer trng. haha. yar, quite zai. then very sad lor, cos he cant attend the edge! hmm anyway we were talking abt our bdays. abit lah. cos he knew it was mine but i donno when his is lah. then he was like so sad? hahaha. funny. uh-huh. oh yar, i plan to keep all my bday msgs. very little actually, only 13 leh, so far. and the day is like ending..

oh, and hor, how did you know abt my blog? bla. haha. should be jl, cos like only he knows. and reads. =] well anw you said you dont read it? hmm. read or not also nvm, hee. bla. but actually how can you read it? argh. hahaa. ok so have to be more careful liao ah! haha. not really also lar. arh okok, anything. =] well if you do come by, sign my guestbk!!! k? oh anw, thanks for calling. yah. and dont like.. not go for the edge leh. dont give excuse! if you go then you wont exactly be taken out of duty anymore aint it? so you should go lor. and like. i dont see how anyone can not go. yar. maybe you dont share my sentiments lah, hor? umm, glad tt your exams are over already anw. enjoy yourself now kies? =]

blablabla. chris was so so sweet today! baked a whole brownie-ish cake for me can. and its so yuumm!! haha, thanks so much, the best gift i got this year! thx. haha, and kelly felt so bad for forgetting the prez. i still dont get it anw, you said i saw it before and said it was nice? hmm, realli dont figure it out. haha. anw i'll be getting it tmr, thanks, hehs. lulu really knows how to make me feel bad one lor. blurgh, thanks so so so much for the gift. ahh, i really am so mean to you. sorrryy!!! promise i'll write this week, k? =] what else did i get.. oh, a handshake frm shuitong -heh- and the shared goft frm jlo and joyce. thx! chocs frm karen and necklace frm ashlyn. xieixe. wallet frm pingku and all tt cash frm everyone else. thanks so much. oh and dwee, thanks too! =]

haha, skipping trials tmr leh. going to sam for emath. wow. everyone thinks tts so rubbishy, haha. it is lah. and to think we miss an imp trng. wellwell. wonder if i'll get into team. think i will, but as last seed. luckily also lah. not tt stressful. still, must really train hard man. and remember: bu yao qing yi fang qi, fo zhe dui bu qi zhi ji! yepp. i always let myself down during frenlies amw. and thats baaaad. yea. strive harder okay?

bla, so stuffed up with activities. man, amath test tmr. blablabla. im like totally ignoring it. how. nvm. =I and theres the fishy assignment, haha. oh no, tuition. and the classchair wkshp, sport leader wkshp? hmm. wonder how im gonna cope lor. and i plan to focus on squash in the meantime. hmm.. should start like rightaway with amath rite. haha.

oh. pebble and jade are in really bad shape. cos i've like totally ignored them the past month! i like only keep them in prayers. and thats like not being a very good owner? hahaha. yah. bla, have to find time to really take care of them. in the meantime honeys, take care of youself okay? get rid of the nasty fungi. grr.

kaes, i wanted to say something here today anw. and to keep my spirits up. yah, thank you once again everyone for everything. luv you guys. all of you. *

oh, happy bday jlo! =] hees. your turn to enjoy now! haha. never got to go celebrate together like we said rite? hmm, havent exactly talked to you in a long time like before. anw, heres wishing you the bestest birthday ever, k?

lotsa luv.

oh yea. re-arranged the chairs and desks today in class. hmm. and i havent done the class duty roster yet lar, cham. better like chiong this wkend or else. hope the arrangement thing goes well. random isnt too bad lors! im sitting first row b/w mavis and priscilla lor. heng not lisa. but so so near can. woo. cos i donno like HOW to talk to her? sighs.

hmm whatever. =] i hope cosy corner will be a success too, haha. not much of a corner tho. wellwell.

hey bloggie. feeling -fine-. nothing much on today, not like fridays usually. haha, its normally like.. cant wait till 620 to come, cos can finally leave for the edge. heh, but tonight not bad lah, having potluck at youthnet! whee. and cj's bringing his sister.. same age as benxiaojie. hmm. i suppose it'll be fun lors.

anw tmrs prob when all the action is. trng in the morning.. that is, if i dont oversleep again. heheh. then meeting tan and kel, go for lunch then off to kels place. man, then we'll be going to the edge. like.. together lor. wow. yayee!!! =] hopefully deidre can make it too, and maybe, just maybe, the guys will be able to make it. cool aint it? and i just guaranteed char's presence at next weeks svc, yessshh!! heheh. kelly and velda will be going too. wow, i mean, how awesome. *grinz*

hmm so well, wkends gonna be packed. better do something now. trying to draw a leaf. haha. but it doesnt even look like one lah.

listening to: God of wonders.

SMS ME.

and quit slacking, celine. get down to work.

YESSS! managed to post, finally, 3 days of entrees. anw shall make this short, have to complete tons of work. couldnt believe how stressed i was feeling just now. and bloated. anw, im rite now stuffing my file with edge cards and stickers. rocks. just lightens my mood, thank God.

so we met my godfamily lors. i love them so so much, i dont care.

okok. good luck to all and hope you had a good chinese new year.

ps. waiting for smses. havent got a single one all day, not even the reply to one frm last night. sobs.

heyheyss!! wow, hahaha. at last i manage to post what i wrote on fri night. btw, its like 2am on sun morn.. kel and tan are over at my place! hees. cool. and silly tania just said something abt triple dating with max, justin and jeremy. hahahahh. nevermind her. =]

ohbefore anything, thanks alot hors, jlo, for helping me! haha, i come only can liaos. thx so so so much hors! oh yea so tmr will be another fun-filled day i suppose? either that or boring. urgh.

okay. on friday night right, yar like everyone came over for steamboat for reunion dinner!! hee. and what a laugh we had over dinner with the soya-chilli food thingy. silly tania. hahaha, kept making me choke on my food. oh wells. and for the first time deidre and family joined us for dinner! well it was fun lar, haha. i enjoy all these family gathering stuffs. okok and that night we were watching tv in the study.. then claire called. i know i am very mean lors. keep like shunning her off. i guess i can see also lor, so celine, quit finding excuses for not talking to her. cos i didnt object to talking to anyone else that night, see? tsktsk.

yar so the other person who called me was dwee! ha, surprising. i was surprised lah. well yes, and then he started playing the guitar! hehs. a long overdue edition of his my loving saviour song. yay, i finally heard it, haha. and also played other songs and all. hmm. anw i think it was quite funny? haha after he msged cos of whatever lah, then.. okay nvm shall not say. anw we talked abt erm, guys hair? haha.. [tania, long hair? hees.] then erm his canoeing and bowling stuff. then.. songs blahblah. OH, and the sms thing. argh whatever. i really shouldnt have mentioned anything, how dumb of me, hahaha. but anw i think it helped me? yah cos i consciously realise it? ok anything. =]

hmm then today we went to ONLY godma's mum's place. for a first! cos my godmas working today.. anw we're meeting for lunch on mon. then ate the all-delicious lorhancai, yum. blahblahblah.. then went to clementi. another first, we sat in front of the telly the whole entire day. argh. and munched and munched. whatever, shall not divulge details once again. then blablablah! hoho.

anw the two gals are like laughing away and all that. oh they are both same age! as me. yays. hee. ok shall go join them, haha. tmr have service sumore, dahdahdah.. will go look for some neoprint machine thingy or something. k, its kinda been an ok-cum-great weekend and cny so far. other than the tons of hw, dont remind me. cyas.






Hoho, its now the time shown on the clock. 12midnight on the 3rd of feb, Monday! We just came back from wahkus place. Haha, how should I describe today as.. eventful? As least more eventful than yesterday. But new year is really lacking its essence more and more each year. sighs.

Hmm anw the gals stayed over rite? So we went for svc together lor. It was fine, just that we were abit late and blabla. And a hilarious thing happened. Ok nvm, I shouldn’t mention it actually. Not too good for my face yar. Hehs.

So we went to beach rd for lunch then planned to go to bugis. Anw I know jlo stays arnd there rite. So mentioned it to him. anw the story goes on and on, basically we actually managed to meet! Hoho. And intro-ed kel and tan to him. whatever. Hees. [kel, ur disease is getting to me. Argh.] ok wanna hear the entire thing? it goes on and arnd.

The funniest thing was when we were walking back frm bugis. We walked past the once-empty bball court lah. then there were ppl playing lors. It was empty earlier. Then blablabla, jlo was there. So qiao can. Then we just walked past and went to the void deck of blk 12 again lah. loitered arnd for like 20 mins deciding what to do. Oh before that we were at the playgrnd and tt was when I got that black dirt line on my bottom, haha. Then yar we kept contemplating whether or not to go back to the bball court! For one, tan and I wanted to play. But duh it was kinda [like tan said], aa. And extra. Yar, it would be kinda extreme rite, like duuuh. Then in the end after calling him and what not, we walked back lar. To find the guys somewhere else liaos. Sigh. So didn’t get to play or anything at all. Haha.

Anw they were both wearing skirts, abit the funny rite. Oh we had such a whale of a time laughing over anything. I think I really love having them as my couzs. Duh. I mean, arnd same age, all girls! Cool. So much in common. And kel has those 3 guys over at her side. Hmph whatever. And tan is really out of her mind lor, what jeremy blablah, hahaha. So wells, we really have so much fun together. Ironic, the way we only meet like 2-3 times a year? shall strive to exceed that number after failing last year. hahah. Yups. Quite glad cos I actually talked to jiayi this year? almost like the first time I talked to her in my whole entire long life or something. Its so so weird and beyond comprehension, the way we don’t talk at all though we’re relatives. And we see each other so rarely, just during cny. Same with the rest. Don’t you thing?

Well cny has had no meaning at all this year other than hanging out with two wacky gals. Hmph think the both of them hit off so much better with each other than with me. Its true lors. I’m like the stoner in their conversations. Shall try to improve that tho. Hmm, wellwell. Wow. Its not inferior complex. Its weird. Ppl say the both of them are so mature. But its true, not that I mind or care. Hees. Well, hope they come to see the TRUE truth one day, yarh? I really hope. I mean, not that its bad lar, but kel thinks so differently as me. Tan also lar. Maybe tts what makes the gap. Cos im christian, they’re not? I donno. So we think and act differently. Hmm.. hope to change tt as well, ahhaha. Yups!

Aunt puiching does compare us ever so often. Esp during cny when kels arnd. But even with tania also lar. Oh whatever lah. anw next week we’ll be going to kels big gigantic place. And they’re all going to the edge, yipppeee!!! Hope the guys get there in time too, then can pull them along! But doubt it, I don’t even know them. Hees, shall pray hard. =] oh yah, havent talked abt what we did at bugis.

We wanted to take neoprint lor. But too bad the shop was closed lah. majority of them were. Basically to cut everything short, kel got her lipbalm, we sat at starbucks. Went to playgrnd and talked a lot lor. That’s all. Yar like duuh rite. Hees. =] oh and at the house we ate, watched anna and the king [rocks!] and played bingo, hahaha. I won like $20+ from there. Kel is one lucky pig. Won so so much. =] I love cny cos we get to meet the whole big fat family and have so much fun together. Wellwell, everyone gambles. This year, even kor and pa did lor. Wahseh. Whatever. =]

Oh and hor, I got this msg from anonymous lah. it goes like this:

A friends love says: “if you ever need anything, I’ll be there.”
A true love says: “you’ll never need anything; I’ll be there.”

Hohoho! Quite sweet rite. Tan said so too. But I donno who sent it. I asked arnd liao lar. Shall wait and see who responds. But whatever.

Oh and sorry I keep using the word whatever. Blame it on kel, I learnt it frm her. =]

In a few hours time, we’ll be going to ema’s place, meeting my godfamily for lunch, playing squash? And muggin. Sheesh. What great plans. Anw I just got scolded by mum. Better go sleep now.

And if you’re wondering why there are caps like proper english, its because I’m typing this on Word before copying it into my blog. I apologise.

a note from monday: i love my godfamily so so much! -hees-

this is the something i wrote on fri night - reunion dinner nite! hees.

heys. my cousins off the com liaos.. hmm. now must try to squeeze out whatever i was feeling last night.. hahah.. it was like.. so good.

er trng was so slack, we played three quarts for the whole 2 hours lor! zainal was talking to the secones thruout. so we were kinda bored. and i dun really like 3 quarts. very waste time! anw i was looking forward to the edge the whole week like always lar. then at 630 i was so glad, when zainal asked us to get ready to do court sprints. WOW. we were ALL irritated, haha. then by the time we ended it was like 650 lor! argh. knew i would be late. so went to change at top speed and chiong-ed out of sch. then to cut everything short, i reached yishun at 750. sobs! they were singing the history maker song. that was the last song, they didnt go to slow worship.

anw when i went to the front rite, i kinda looked arnd abit lah. yay, dwee was there. hmm finally. okok, basically rite, the word is EXCITING. as in.. all the changes the edge will be going thru! haha, they're quite major lehs. as in.. we're combining with ELIM, its at their building, time and date changing. hmm, so like jeremy said, its a realistic and even spiritual thing lor. as in. nvm, basically its great lor. r5 given 44 seats.. ONLY!! not fair. hmph. the least among all lehs. heh, it should be easier than i suppose. we'd better do it lor! or else the lousiest. low profile. haha. okok all the best r3! you guys can do it. all the way, everyone!!! -cheese-

yea like i was saying just now.. haha, i was so excited last night after the thing.. then sumore got to talk to so so mny people! yay!! i've wanted to talk to everyone everytime but never really got to lor. so well cos i got to do that, yipee! first rite, we were waiting for the leaders having their meeting lah. then its alwasy been that i talk to jlo for a while.. then yest anthony also came leh, heh. then he kept talking abt edwin tan, hahah. abt the secret..? i dont really rem, haha. oh, COI.. i miss it! anw yea we were just talking. they were looking at my racket.. then it got passed to jeremy [cai] and david and so on. well dwee was there.. i think with his gf? erm. think so. then they were walking out.. i tried to wave lah, haha. but i think kenny thot i was waving to him? hohoho. no idea. anw he didnt smile back or anything, so maybe he didnt know. haha comic. then i guessed he'd left liao lar. but suddenly while talkin to jlo he came in with some slipper in his hand. oh whatever. oh before tt, he and jlo hugged, i have NO IDEA why. haha!

then erm to cut everything short, i talked to m abt jojo -hahahah- and then when outside, there were quite alot of ppl at the lobby area lah. oh i saw dwee there too. then i went to get more edge cards and stickers.. then guess who came! haha, yea, xiaopang came along and took too.. hee. he was in his sch u. then of course by then the lobby was kinda cleared, then i waited for xiaopang and walked down together lah. as usual, he was talking abt sch u. hahahaah. then erm we departed downstairs. eh.. come to think of it, i didnt say bye to jlo! yar hor. but he sms-ed me later, so yah.

the thing is, i think its so so weird. and quite hypocritical. i didnt talk to dwee at all.. am i supposed to go up to him to talk or something? like.. we know we're there but nothing happened. erm as in, nvm. by hypocritical i mean smsing over the week but ignoring each other when we do get to meet. but anw, LUCKILY we dont really talk over the week liao. but a BETTER thing would be to talk over the week AND when we meet. yar, something like tt.

BUTBUTBUT i wont forget what dan told me that day. never. i know my limits lar. and well i will and am focusing on Him alone! not any other person. it isnt that bad lah, but i guess i prob didnt know the damage i was doing to myself. wellwell. hmmm i am thus soo relieved. now thanks to sch and all, i dont really have much time to talk to anyone also.. donno whether thats good or bad but well, am glad that everythings in its state now! =]

kaekae think i talked so much already.. deidre tania and jacelyn are boring out. ciaos dear.