on my knees*

i'll worship at Your throne, whisper my own love song. precious princess in God's royal courts.

Sunday, June 29, 2003

hrmmsh.

okay tonights rather eventful. slllaaaaack, grr. went to sch to train from 12-2. then met tania jacelyn plus pingku at swensens to pig out.. yumm! :) yay im so glad tania went for the drama. God's timing is perfect, and He really does have everything worked out. so i went with justin and tania to futsing la.

later went to kelly's place for dinner. a short one- bread by the bread-maker, hahas, and curry and abit of porridge.

ooh the doggie! k its a long story. but to cut it short, the boys were playing at the park and then this supposedly stray golden retriever-mix followed them home! in to the house. so we fussed over it and bla. spent alot of time outside there lor.. in the end it was allowed in the house for the night.

sorry im missng out details.

anw. tania was really encouraged to go to church la after tonight. then was just talking to her. somehow her mums not very approving abt all this becoming a christian. a child of the most high God. hmmsh everyone out there pray along with me for her! and her family and kellys and jeremys.

hey jl. dont fret abt anything! God's timing is perfect, never too early, never too late. so your parents are in His hands, dont worry abt them okay? and yea im praying along with you for them. all the way! :) nice job and the drama anw. all of you. i am soo proud of you guys, God used each and everyone of ya to touch others! appreciated.

anw emily frm 310 will now be in vfc! yesss! so happy. now char can be bugged frm all sides abt coming to the edge. irresistable- hahs.

yup so go go go all the way tania. like i said, dont worry abt anything. God has everything in His hands. even your future, how He'll draw you closer to Him, its all taken care of. just trust and leave it all to Him. yea? :) i am soo proud of you too. just hang on tight. to the edge. hees.

yest darren was there at the drama. yay! he reaaly went. hahas thanks for going anw. hope xandra and you enjoyed yourselves. matching ME tees! :)

uh huh nats are next week. starting tues! dear dear. jiayou jiayou.
juniors, you guys must win the chamionships back for us too yea, we're pinning our hopes on you guys! alll theee wayyy.

uhm ok tmrs sunday. God's day. actually everyday belongs to Him since it was birthed by Him anw. each day God enables! youth are in charge of evening service. so glad i aint got sch on mon and tues.

i must really get serious abt my work now. i dont wanna imagine the stress which will build up if i dont start yar. hate that. but i find my rest in His faithfulness. :)

yeaps basically i luv you guys out there. so much its hard to imagine! but theres someone who loves you the most. just dont think so far. look arnd you and you see His very being.

hugs.

Friday, June 27, 2003

oh this is a new blog server template huh. not too bad.

hmmsh just had ss. sighs sad lesson. so many ppl sent to dc. i am soo sorrry.

okies, now ive gotta go ask arnd for ppl to go tonight or tmr! hahas tonight should have mavis and her couz. tmr have tania and justin. or justin at least. hmm jeremy is just so opposed to it. hope what lynn told me abt him is true! that he asked M to call him after exams and that he mght be going to the edge or net soon. well wonder what his real response is leh. cannot believe hes being so open? hahas thk God anw.

last night sia. justin la call me and refused to put the phone down. sigh disturb me frm my the bachelorette show! reaali. like on the phone for 2 whole hours or sumthing? and i didnt finish ss wellwell.

bah realised this is getting boring.

oh hope darren will be going for the outreach tonight. or maybe tmr. bring more ppl!

hmmsh haha are boys at the age of 18 really that silly? hees.

oh yes i asked karen plus belle plus jac just now. think karen can persuade somehow la. bumbum i just finished veis bread in class. whoops. broke my promise.

i must not forget i am the vice class chair. and tht i must uphold integrity and honesty always so as to be an example to my peers. do not look down on yourself because you are young, but set an example for the believers in love, life speech and purity. well the verse goes something like that. actually the former and latter portions are of no relevance to each other but anihoo.

yesyes.

oh on wed i waited for rina for abt 40mins. turns out she forgot abt net. hahas poor me. well i read quite alot of proverbs that day. hahs. proverbs are funnily sense making!

then net was fun like always. just me josh jen and cj. the original foursome. then josh led plus played. i was supposed to play for him but didnt know chords. should start trng myself to play by ear la. very crucial and useful.

then ate pumpkin-muachee and talked. grace. prayed for my ear! thanked God for the grace upon me. and learnt to show grace to others. josh is in australia! oh yar just remembered. wanted to msg him thurs morn. well have fun joshua!

kelly wansa create a blog. i wanna finish up my amath assignment. good girl celine.

Wednesday, June 25, 2003


bah i couldnt resist blogging.

trng was saad. yesterday and today, today esp. i was the only upper sec person there! grr the sec3s werent there. not one of them! hey where did y'all go ar. sec4s had lessons and stuff. so had a special bonding session with the sec2s la huh. hahs.

oh i was playing full court with yuru and nicole. came nicole's turn, the return of service went BAM straight at my ear. poor poor ear. it is-was red and swollen and stick-out. i think the inside abit affected. hope not. pray not!

i will run free

and what- oh yes sch starts tmr. like vei- what more can i say? *runs off to do hw
hahas vei.

oh the new kleenex design not bad ah.

net is tonight! wheeps excited for it. funny huh. can get to hear encounter testimonies! yes.
and nono sch does not start tmr. hw does not need to be done by tmr. no!

oh yes talked to jl last night! yays. am i brave or am i not? hmmsh. anw had a good time talking to him. havent talked for a long time liaos. the production this weekend is gonna be good i just know it. hope many many ppl can go.

ohdeardear i think the camera is reaali gone. for good. but no i dont feel anxious so i think i can still find it somehow. a shimmer of hope! maybe the office has it. have to go ask tmr morning. whoo schschsch. painted classroom. but they arent done with levelling the field yet. went back just now.

okaes. i have physics and geog tmr. chinese. *rush rush rush!

happy bday rina dear.


Tuesday, June 24, 2003


uhm.

so many things in such a short time.

i regret regret regret

love you so much christine!

sorry
ash
syah
mich
liling

yup and to the captain of squash rgs 2004- do your job well. and good.

hahas anw. what happened over the weekend- 206 siloso outing. squash camp. elections. up and downs. being in the best place in the world. sleeping just so so much. i repeat, so much. and boring training today. playing at prayer meeting! wheepps.

oh and schs starting with all the tests coming but i havent got any work done. whooops. im in for soooo much troouble. -faint-

anw. outing was fun, camp was great! i luved sat soo much, had a whale of a time. reaaaali. couldnt have been better anihoo. wheewhee.

but elections night was terrrrible. couldnt have been worse, really. nothing really worked out. the committee is -screwed-. no not screwed cos im part of it but it just didnt go as planned la. hmmsh. i am soo sorry to say that christine is not v.capt. we all knew she was gonna be. as in everyone wanted her. the sec3s at least. i donno. it is jsut so confusing. and i feel soo terrible. like i reaali let them down. christine wo ai ni!

so the pressent committee is:

captain: celine
v capt: liling
secretary: ashlyn
treasurer: mich + jerryca
welfare: head
cleanliness: aisyah

okay it just pains me to write that out.

anw.

i played at prayer meeting today! okay like half of the songs. cis i didnt have chords for the praise song. then the songs which suddenly popped out- i didnt know how to play. but i was soo happy when pastor han sang we will give you glory! hees i was elated. cos i knew how to play that song! whees hee.

oh and at the bus stop just now.. dumdee [or however you spell his name] came to talk to me. i was like whoa. anw he was real nice.. encouraging me abt playing. really i think its frm God. yay i am encouraged! thanks for coming up to talk to me! =]

amazing grace which causes me to stand in awe and pray.
i am falling for you!

princess in God's royal courts. thats me. and you! hees.

okay i luv my net. ok i like my fellow members. cj! hahas. and the rest. but hes so nice lor. i was thinking.. you know he aint that kind who looks down on younger ppl. but i realised he has a sis the same age as me also la. so haha can understand. anw thanks for being supportive! =] and for all the treats.

oh i got an email today. frm tehping or wadever. how silly.

oh i miss jl. and xiaopang. rarely see him anymore. kinda lost touch with them over the past weeks, esp xp. lost his hp no so cant msg him either, hope to meet them this weekend.

hmm. i suddenly miss youth camp last year. the whole reflector cd just reminds me of it lor. sighs. thots come flooding my mind.

oh ahaha darren called me on sunday night. quite late at night. and mum picked up the phone cos i slept at 9 plus -gasp-. uhoh you know what happens after that. hahas. so i know liao.. i shouldnt call anyone so late at night either. not too nice huh. now i know who silly ive been.

oh have to start discipling charissa soon.

maybe better call off lunch tmr. come home and do hw. oh hw oh hw. -faints yet again-

cyu.



Thursday, June 19, 2003


wheeepies tmr is 206 outing! gong laoshi will be there, whee. oh yes better remember to bring along the digicam! almost forgot mans.

yaya anw today was so fun filled. and slllack. morning went to mango immediately after waking up. hahs soo kiasu. the place opened esp for us lor. paiseh, stand outside when the shophadnt opened yet. hahas. well we went on a choosing frenzy. in the end i got a pair of jeans, another long pants, netted top.. lets see. skirt bag overalls frm mango. then got sbs. went to collect my phone! all my numbers stored in the phone are goone lor. and those are my more recently obtained nos. like my newer frens and stuff. sighs! gasp. i just realised i dont have xiaopangs no anymore! ahh.

have to slowly go and collect everything back again. uhm then met kelly at far east and got our purity rings! yeaps! bought cards for the encounter ppl so went to burger king to write.. kelly read forsuchatimeasthis. in the end we just strolled over to pacific plaza where she got her lovely leather wallet. nicenice. approved.

proceeded to toa payoh building! hahas i was so excited to see them all come out. got sweets and stuff for our region. 12 ppl! so many. but we didnt do anything lavish. our regions just like that, quiet and all. hahas. marcus was farnie. like no one frm r4 was there when he arrived. all alone and silly. hahas.

so dan jen and i gave them the goodies. =] luv them all so much! rhoda cj christina. and so on. uhm then also spoke to jl. hey anw if you're reading this.. quick go update your blog kaes? tell me your whole experience at the encounter! remember.. encountering God isn't just a one-time experience. hees.

yup so went home after that la. hmm God i pray for claire. hope shes fine. sometimes wo zhen de bu zhi dao yao zhen yang cai hao. like i cant reaali help her in anything. when she seems to be in need of lotsa help. help her pls? xiexie.

lumbumbum. tmrs 206 outing. then going back to sch for squash camp! organised by ussss. hahas very short and simple but i think it will be fun indeed. going to sentosa twice in a row. sighs hahas.

kae. need to do the cards for sam and dan. then hurry on to complete my hw!

muacks.

Wednesday, June 18, 2003


ehh.

wednesday, smack right in the middle of the hols. oh yes its back to sch next thurs!

hmm my blog font quite ugly lor. i like lyn and hsin's blog fonts. small and nice. hmm couldnt go send marlene off on mon cos of trng. sighs anw hope yu had a great trip back. will reaali miss ya lots! anw went to campus crusade that mon after trng. browsed for like 2 hhours or sumthin. seemed reaali long. picked out cds going at $4 and books etc. i got forsuchatimeasthis by lisaryan. featured in brio once. nyce! =] the cover esp. with a sheeeen. your identity, purpose and passion.

hmm then went to queenstown after that!! whee i tell you the past few days ave been just rockin. been out shopping so much! hees reaali. so happy abt everything i got. going again tmr. hope to find wadever im looking for. but where should i get cash? yepp anw i bought a pair of sch shoes from queensway! nike tennis shoes. for sch la since its mostly white. i sumhow have lotsa probs with shoe sizes. wanted 7 but he gave 7.5 and almost wanted to ask him at the last min but decided not to. in the end found out it was a silly 7.5. but shouldnt be a cause for worry since my air prestos are 7.8 and i can still run in them. hmm yea good. its a new model.. originally $100 but 30% so $70. okay lar. quite ex for sch shoes actually. but. it was the only nice one apart frm the converse sneakers but those were even more expensive! and they were all tired too la.

what else did i get this week. went out on sunday with my family after service! fathers day rite. we went to apollo bananana leaf! wheeeps. yumyum we all burrned. so spicyly yummy. havent eaten there in almost 2 years actually! so had a grreat time. then we went to heeren cos jol wanted to get a mambo bag. i'd say its quite a good deal. 37% discount storewide! so her bag came up to $40+ onli lor. kor got a pair of berms. the pink one i saw.. hmm was nice. but $50. didnt want la. so ex.. she-bu-de. but mum and dad were like.. go get it la. so much discount anw.. hmm. didnt la. quite sweet, with flowers at the bottom. ok see it to know it.

hmm im actually trying to do yu-wen-lian-xi at the same time. fail.

then after mambo we walked out la. then yu know the small shop selling bags? called mao. as in cat. so i got a bag frm there! wheeeps, hahas. codaroi, kinda. what i'd been wanting to get la. but ex lor. other places selling for $20, there selling for $55. madness huh. i got it anw. cannot feel bad. 20% off!

then walked arnd with jol. she was not her cheery mood la. the other end. then sighs. went to flash and splash. ripcurl brought in new stock of wallets la yay. that time the leather one was sold out so couldn't get. now yay i was one of the first to get i think. got a "princess book' as ashlyn said. hahas. its dark brown with light brown-yellowish flower embroideries. hahas. its real nice la. yayyeee!

thats all i got that day. kor bought shirts too i think. pa too. oh and the night before.. mom went to mango. i actually soo sure she got stuff for me too. cos i didnt wanna go and she was abit upset. but welll. not becos of that la. shall wait till she goes collect the stuff. is it today arh> she just went to centrepoint. hahahas well i can always wait and see! pls, something i reaali like?

lyn has been linking so many rgp ppl. i miss them all! want class reunion. i can actually start one myself lors.

oh then en got his posb atm card liaos. then at borders he supposedly wanted to treat us ll at coffeebean. hahas in the end he couldnt use. then he paid still la. hes rich. yumm chicago cheesecake! anw can go collect my phone tmr. it kinda conked out.

yests trng was fuun! we played matches against the tch sec1 boys. supposed to be sec2s friendlies but we played anw. wow syan was goood. i lost to joseph. aiyo he ah, hahas. it was fun anw, all that happened yest. i won zhiwei! yesss! first match i won the past 3 years. reaaali. i have never won a match before. sobs saad. hahas pathetic rite.

okay todays gonna be hw day. i realise its the only day this week i'll be doing something productive.

squash camp. quite shi-bai la, really. sighs.

oh they are at encounter now! ok i think they are having heir lunch break. and they watched the video last night. nice video. hmm whos there? jinlun. claire. rhoda. cj! uh-huh. and alot of other ppl la. go on, be richly blessed. and tranformed! =] i'll be praying for yu guys.

vei how are yu? dear dear your finger sia. take care of it pls.

206 beach outing this fri! with gong lao shi. eve whatever happened put it behind ya and just have fun kaes? miss yu so.

Saturday, June 14, 2003


oh im pretty surprised to see rons msg in my gbk! hahas thks. thks to everyone for being soo supportive. luv you all loads too. muaks. well yes i guess we could do better next year. hahas this year was reaali bochap. wellwell we did good anw. =]

umm. went to the chc youth conference on tues and thurs. ok la only 2 svcs but i was there for the parade of campuses. and well the wroship is good. i enjoyed it la but just not used to it yet. haha yes you should be able to understand why huh. full of energy and oomph. like what i said to celeste.. mad and extreme but all for a worthy cause! =D yepp praise to God is never too much.

hmm how sad, i didnt manage to bring anyone to the edge today. i didnt even ask belicia. mavis couldn't, tania didnt wan to. claire couldnt. charissa was suppoed to but didnt turn up anw. well.. anw thank God that yingqis fwens got saved! hees yay i am soo proud of her. keep it up! there're soo many opportunities for us huh? =] hahas the angel fragrance thing i got at last years appreciation nite is still on my table. its supposed to remind me abt my award. and cont to strive for it. i got the most evangelical award. hahas yes laff. its such a cute award. and meaningful too huh? =] go for it everyone. well its not to us but to your name be the glory!

well joleens in one of her moods again. sighs.

oh and todays sermon at the edge was goood. reaali. abt having a lifestyle of worship! romans 12:1-2. and pastor kong's msg yest was on being a line-crosser. you know, like stepping out to do extraordinary things for God. yea.

well nball carn. was reading vei's blog. angie's and belle's too. nball carn. netball carn.

is jl okay or not ah. seemed pretty moody today. hmmsh. then joyce gei called him. hahas. silly gerl. hope he's fine. didnt wanna go up to him to talk also leh. welll.

so the jamming thins canceled. and yingqi is so sweet. i was just sms-ing her just now.

christins cousin michelle went to the edge? hees. wanted to go ask sumone abt her. like jl. but didnt a chance to anw. so many next time. oh and the youth outreach is coming soon! corporate. must invite ppl. multitudes of people. yes.

went to 24hours for dinner just now. oh poor cj. we keep bugging him abt treating us. hahas oh-so-sorry-abt-that. i kinda started it off but shooting off and asking him to treat us last week. that must have cost a bomb already. and hes once again treating us for breakfast tmr after net! heehees. thankew thankew so much. its better to give than to receive eh? =D and blessings come flowing down

okie-dokie. shall advance to sleep. i reaaaali have not got anything done yet. and can you imagine, one-third of the holidays is over. like waa-ah? bah and boo nothings done. maybe nothing will be. and all the tests come rushing in when term starts.

take the vessel mould the clay
lord im ready to obey

and the song goes on.

Tuesday, June 10, 2003

heyyy!! =]

its the first official day of the hols todaee. eh no it was yest. but it was netball carnival.. hahas. it was.. great. boringly great, i'd say? we didnt do too well la, hahas. miss the last 2 years when we did soo well. 206 2002- love you miss you champs forever! hees. hmm yah so we didnt wiin anything. we were prob the bottom few.. or maybe not if we were lucky. hahas. belles class came in first for netball. yar they were godd lor. alot of muoqi. well i'll talk abt my class instead.

we had no class tee so everyone came in orange accessories. i like the leather strap thing. think it looks so nice and rather cool. tie on your arm. onli emphasizes how big it is. =D yar but it was nice la. only i did that. plus xq. hees. anw i've got an ugly sockline. and my tan not very evened out. i used tanning lotion lalala. haha yes go on and laff. im blaack now lor. abit darker than aisyah in fact. gasp.

yepp anw we had amath remedial just now. now have to complete newspaper. the edge. then can go to city harvest for conference liao. quite exciting. its like a youth camp. must expect from God and not take it like any other service hor. =] its gonna be a great experience.

umm anw i was just thinking of jl. donno lehs. like very long nv see my church frens liao. miss them. last sunday also didnt see many of them.

okay anw gtg. cyas. gonna get my purity riing!

Friday, June 06, 2003


hahahaaa.

arts fest today! hahas we're all in our blouses and ties. buaha. having so much fun laffing at each other? hees.

waa heng not alot of ppl wearing white blouse. for now la. kelly is wearing a denim skirt and white blouse too. uh-oh. so am i! hahas. brought 2 ties. one hugo boss dark brown with sheen and the daffy duck one! hahahahass. i applaude whoever will wear that. but its truly cute lor! =] whee this is soo exciting! kli walked in with boots.

okay this is getting exciting and fun! as one bu one my classmates walk in.

i realise i am branded whole body. whoops. =] ck blouse, escada tie, esprit skirt. mango shoes, swatch watch. lala prada bag.

okay must maintain coolness. cannot get too excited! =] kelly just walked in.

see you at the edge. muacks.

Wednesday, June 04, 2003


yups. here i am forever in your mighty hands. =]

ny blog is not messy anw. just that i talk alot. hees. arts fest on friday.. have to wear house tee and culottes after all. not some funky wunky clothes of our choice now. haha too baad lar. and what should i do after sch? maybe can go gaigai. i still wanna go to two fish books. still wanna buy more stuff. dad said campus crusade having sale. so he gets 24%. but they dont reaali seem to have any youth books? donno. wanna go see anw.

haha had piano on mondee. cmum was saying cy said i might be able to play on sunday? cos i always cant make it on tues? hmm no im not scared. more excited. but maybe im not ready. must be more sensitive to His spirit.

anw yest worship was just fine. i led. like -sigh- quite nothing one. but at least.. yupp.

hmm i did something very naughty yest. i told myself not to do it but i did it! not anything that baad la but still. dang. hahanvm.

now i

Tuesday, June 03, 2003


bahbah vei said my blog is messy? ahh.

just typed out my articles at the encounter lab. i need to leave soon so im just saying hi.

to anyone who is here.=]

worship later!

Spirit of God draw me closer

Sunday, June 01, 2003


i am soo sorry for all the typos in the earlier entry. think i was too excited to get everything out of me! =]

the last part was tp christian fellowship.

haha jl thanks. for telling me how happy you were? hees. xiexie ni de guan xin!

and congrats on getting best dressed! you should have taken darrens camera and gone to take phtos lor. haha i wanna see. did you shave your goatee thing? hahas.

and i know who shaun is! but that is rather insignificant.

i havent done my summary diagram. then you might think: what have you done? right? haha well nothing.

yup okay i do have lotsa things to do for tmr actually. but i cant click back to the thot of school. just had so much fun this weekend.

luv you so.