am i not surprised OR WHAT.

ok i walked into class today to find that im the first one in? woah. ok i suspect like more than half the class will not be in today la. sheesh. hai what to expect right. tmr's first ppr and todays a long day. guess everyones in the sme boat lor. all not done with revision yet.

haha now everyone coming in is going, "waa. so little ppl ah."

hrmm kinda forgot how to write essays. pls pray for me! but eng is the last of my worries la. think my other subs are far worst off. shiver.

velda ngg. bet you're slacking at home rite now. haha.

kae im going blog kaypo-ing. cheers to a happy long day at sch.

we're gonna dance in the river!

got more things to add before going off to start on chemistry.

i had a really funny dream last night. it involved a person i wasnt even thinking of recently. tts why i find it funny. haha it in itself is funny but also really something nice to think abt. :)

and yes i miss michelle! so so much.

btw, to all my dearest cousins: all the best for your upcoming exams. justin and max- jiayou for your prelims! i think our study outing did not really work huh. :) jem- great your prelims are over right. rest well and enjoy yourself before starting to pia again hor. :) kel and tan- luv you gals. im sure its just a few more days to your papers right. yao ji de wo yong yuan zi chi ni men! :) and will pray hard for you guys too. so dont worry abt a thing ok? yi qi pia!!

basically to everyone having the exams soon la ok. esther! and whoever else. :)

"trust in the Lord
with all your heart
and He will bring you
thru your exams."

hehs.

toodles!

brand new day.

ponned sch yest. haha! not to worry im one of eight. and almost everyone else ran away from the classroom during other lessons. hence i am found most unguilty of playing truant. :) started doing work at like 930. ok so i didnt really get alot done but well couldnt help thinking of what thy were doing in sch lor. haha was feeling rather bad.

well anw. oh yes tues prayer meeting was fun! :) the songlist came so last minute and i didnt know the chords. haha was so messy and all. kept hitting such awkward keys. but the ministry time was quite long, so it was really fun playing then. :) sigh, that bit of stress makes me screw up. i play so much better at home! :) hahas.

hrmm not many exciting things are going on right now. its just 5 days to my first paper. and i wonder why i dont feel the extreme urgency yet. keep thinking theres still time and all. siggh. everyones mugging.

oh happy birthday joyce! :) haha you're 17. quite old huh. just three more years to 20! buahaha. anw you enjoy yourself today huh! sprained ankle also can still enjoy. in fact more. :)

this weeks the third week of our prayer strategy. but i insist on delaying everything since our big bangs being delayed too. heard we have to return to sch immediately after the exams still. uh?

my sad schedule for the next 3 weeks would involve nothing much. cant help thinking that all i can say here everytime would be how bogged down i am with studying. hahas sad. but mingrue said: nvm la. exams coming means it'll be over soon! muahaha.

ok i really should go. ppl burried in books all over. gotta go pray.

hehs shall make this snappy.

haha joy finally updated after so long. haha sounds like shes having so much fun there lor. seems like some music trip or somethin. she gets to play so often! fun. :) so cool.

hrmm heard that dans team has not arrived at guyana! still in london. hope they can quickly get there! cant wait to hear frm her.

lala playing at pm tmr! yay so excited. so long since i last played. ahh wish the edge band would do something. to recruit more musicians. hehs i wanna play. :) i've put that down as one of my goals to be achieved with a year. haha. sunday svc too. :)

ask asking ren abt the photos we took during his bday. hrmm donno if he wansa come to my sch or not. haha so irritating. he whole day so silly. :) like must always make him smile! boo. i do the opposite of that anw.

okay gtg.

hi! velda's here too. haha. physics is supposed to be starting but he's not here yet! hrm. im not letting celine sit down. or type. SHE'S ALWAYS LYING TO ME.

hrmm.

two days since they've left. they should be now.. either still in london or in some other small town for transit. Lord pls take care of them and keep them safe. :)

bah a sudden blank out.

just that ive learnt i only feel the loss and pain only after i really see the person go. like out and away of my sight. hmm absence makes the heart fonder. <3

love You so much, Jesus. love You so much.

oops im back. haha it was mrs newbys lesson. had to ruuun.

as i was saying- i sent smses to those taking prelims today la. mentioned Gods strength and stuff, said not to worry. heh he said real thanx! cos he was super worried. :) these are the little things that count. i am so anxious for my wonderful loved ones salvation. -crosses fingers-

eating maoam in class. reminds me so much of my squashies. :) miss you guys so.

haha silly lil en teasing donno who abt justin. hehx hes so silly. silly silly silly.

was talking to ren last night. larlila seemed like he was not willing to ans my question abt church! haha or maybe he just forgot. was doing graphic design? guess tts where his heart realli is. haha conpared to jc syllabuss. sheeesh.

missing yuuu.

okay im off to start on amath ass and bio.

[[musicians click!]] :)

fralala its mondee.

haha the weekend was great! maybe just for yest- i did amath till quite late la. haha overslept this morn, when i woke up i think i heard the bus move off. hahaha. so got a ride frm mum. my head was soo heavy.

amath test was alrite! thks for your prayers. :) musst keep it up cos they always work!

anw- on the fun part. oh wait HAPPY BIRTHDAY PA! :) love ya.

yupp we went car seeing yest after svc and lunch. it was heeaps of fun!!! we went to the lexus showroom first and saw and rode in our future car. -beams- it is suucch a pure screaming white. like suuper. with black interior leather. shuai! :) love the smell of the leather. ahh. soo excited for it to come. lalala have always looved lexus.

then we went to the volvo showroom cos i wanted to see the xc90. haha went for test drive too. nah not for me, too hardy and rugged. plasticy and all. i prefer class and style! :) donno why they all prefer the volvo. boo.

had the bbq on st night. had a lot of fun! but quite torn between my family and my funkeh group of Christ-loving friends. anw think it was a-alrite. great! ate lots. yuumm. hmm my last supper with dan. haha. hmm. so sad that shes leaving already soooo sooon. cant bear the thought. haha yes maddy im going to the airport on wed too!

hmm love you so so so much. thank you for everything and i am sooo gonna miss you! :)

hrrm had the first sat the edge again. seemed the same ya know. no announcement of new printed the edge cards? haha think everyones so used to us moving all over the place. haha. loved the worship and sermon and all. :) always do.

many schs starting prelims today. all the best ppl. so glad abt jem. :)

bell rang gotta ciao.

urmsh. friday night with a tummyache and being heaps jealous of cj.

ahh cj made soo many frens it seems and bah im sure all his experiences were soo funkeh. but he sounds like he really loathes our island now. hahas. dont care come back! cant have you getting all the fun there. :)

hmmsh. cc-ed with justin kel tan and jem last night. haha kel got her tagboard done. haha its so funny how we were so into talking abt studying and studies and ya know, everything revolving arnd tt topic. and jem was so serious. hey kel and tan dont tell ok. :) but its very light heartening la, hearing them talk. :) esp justin and jem. haha all the rubbish ust says. but at the end of the day they make you feel.. like someone impt. thks luv ya guys loads.

haha jol and i were reliving youth camp days just now. hmm she said its the most fun one ever. not tt we've been to many but well yea. haha so many things happened. lalala cant wait for this years'.

missed last nights prophetic svc. dont know if i wish i'd gone anw. but it sounded like solid fun. lala love jeremy and charissa nuts.

ok i plan to wake up early to jog tmr morn plus walk my pals. doubt i can make it tho. ;) hmm walked to the bus stop just now and can u believe it- i felt tired! haha. oh and btw net was great. haha simple but nice. and welcome amelia! didnt know she was the one. sounded real familiar but just couldnt click. haha and na is soo so shy! anw hope we'll get to know each other better! but it is after all kinda weird to have her in net but not in svc. shes in r7. and she was in pastor jeremy's net! :) hehx must have been loadsa fun. sed they spent so much time discussing the edge. logistics and all. :)

the edge
on saturday! the last time i was thinking abt this was waay before sabbath week. and i was thinking sept is soo far away. ah ha wow it is tomorrow. well great anw. :) hope we get to use the main sanctuary. haha heaps better than the room we get. and we all get to go to the front for worship! bet we'll play bingo or something like it.

haha the cha ye dan vic che cooked today is to say it simply- a wreck. haha whoops. its her first attempt! put waay too much sugar. tastes like a candied drink or sumthin. abit of an exaggeration but it reaali was sweet. not nice, haha. :) try and try again! but its 15 eggs this time. haha ate 3 whole ones.

couldnt get anything in my head frm doing kinematics and dynamics the whole morn and afternoon. boo time wasted. and btw i was supposed to start going my un presentation essay when i first came online 2 hours ago. haha boo!

ah well ive gotta write dan that card soon. shall do it tmr morn. love her sooo. gonna miss her like crazy!

hmmsh okay better start on my essay soon. oh yar the gals are playing lantern now. haha ti deng long, dian la zhu and shang yue while chi-ing yue bing! cool. i think my fav is still the green tea bing pi! miss playing sparklers and all.

meh what happened to you, you doing alright? take care hor. :)

yeap so all you out there study hard! like meh always sed: work like everything depends on you but pray like everything depends on God! hehx ive actually had that by me. :)

<3, me.

ahh wed. almost half the hols are a-over.

hmm was reading est's blog. wonder what happened to her bro. but well yea lets just trust God for everything to turn out good alrite? :) everything in His good time.

well met ean to play our match this morn. won 2-1. whew. i had to win. but i cant help suspecting my juniors always so nice to me they play abit below their actual standard to help me. hahas doubt it so but thks anw. :)

then went for physics class. well half the class was there and the room stunk terribly frm all the food. boo stop eating in class lar. haha i am soo sure im the only one who doesnt. and wads more i do fall into temptation ever so often. and kli's off our 'pact'. hees love her so.

yes then went with lda and tty to eat at far east. hmm wasted soo much time today. and haha- ma pa and en went to eat really good food and are bringing back some for me. so full already frm lunch tho.

ok ive been eating way over my limit. haha but my limits for food isnt very limited. sure to put on weight this week. hmm is puking nan shou? its not very effective for getting rid of food either is it? best to just not eat so much but i cant help it. then later i feel so bloated i really have to puke. but of course i dont.

two-and-a-half weeks to eoys. euurrgh the thot is totally revolting. haha. i am nowhere near starting revision, really. and staying home isnt helping much! food then comp then music and all. shall stay back in sch frm next week o to muggg.

oh was looking thru my crystal pix. miss her soo soo much. shes soo pretty. and sweet and nice. haha shes a shetland sheepdog. well i dont really remember how she feels like- its been 5 years. feels like last year or sumthin. and ive had pebs and jade for- 5 years too? wow tt is loong.

oh yes its daddys bday next week. having a bbq on sat. sort of cum farewell for the guayana team too. but my family and all are coming. so is everyone frm church! jen and co. wheeps i bet we'll have lotsa food plus fun. hmm dan will be leaving on mon. oh and kor wont be joining us cos of some camp duty. grrr.

wadsup for today: chinese emath lit. how to squeeze in bio amath? loadsa tests next week. haha i sound like a study freak!

oh kelly! have fun on your holiday. :) really, you've been so excited for it since weeks ago. so play your hearts out k? dont forget to study. :) and dont eat so much or you wont be able to fit your dress when you return.

youth camp is frm the 8th to 12th anw i heard. aint that great you wont be missing it!! :) right after your work experience.

marcus is sloow. haha he hasnt gotten his blog done yet. oh and hi eliz! :)

should really make use of this week to catch up with frens. oh yes claire take care and concentrate.

okayy -drags myself frm the keyboard-

ciao.

woah its already thursday. boo im alll aloone in the classroom. everyones gone home i am very sure. like only my cca has to stay back for trngs this week? arghs. and its trials week.

gonna be playing ru today. ahh bah. i have to win you, sorry. :) hahas well at least i hope to. then i'll definitely be in the top7 for now. ahh scary. and ash plus ling are out you know. as in they lost their first round games, so. hmm. it'll be so tragic if we dont get to be in the team together! ling's v capt and ash is well.. a buddy. hope there'll be future trials, then they must work super hard to get in la.

havent been trng hard at all recently. been having loadsa breaks here and there. haha well hope today is a good day for me. oh on bad days things are really bad. i wont be able to do a proper drive and all. ya kno- like fault services and lost backwall balls etc. grr hate those days. lousy. haha God help me.

oh tmrs ms lee's wedding! :) wheeps so exciting. heheh can dress up! so fun. and then can ppl to go to joshua 21 reloaded! yea so far have gotten a few. pray that eggy will be well by tmr to go. shes not been very healthy lately it seems. hmm get well soon darl.

10mins to three. but the coach discussion meeting has been postponed to after trng la. but i might not be able to attend. if the games today end late then i'll hafta ciao! go for net. :) oh tt reminds me i havent finalised my thrre people yet. anw, we'll be thinking hard abt whether or not to change coach la. serious lor, luke tai might be a good choice. heheh apart frm the fact tt he's kinda cute and funny. well he has more time to spend with us ok. hmm.

just 2 mins have passed since just now.

oh esther! your blog ah. the font colour is soo faint. have to squint real hard to read okaay. it quite a nice design anw. :) very personalised too huh.

haha realised soo many ppl have got blogs now. ppl frm church. elvin just got his recently hor. haha his stories are goood. the prodigal! i will not be able to write adaptations so well lor. well it being an adaptation is already a big hint. lousy grasp of vocab me.

tweedle deedle dee!

brr eoys are just round the corner. im actually one month behind schedule. think im gonna suffer in the weeks to come. to be precise its 3 weeks to come. ah gosh its inching closer.

aiyo wonder if they asked zainal to come down earlier today. ha ha ha if they did i am soo late. todays a thurs but we had a short day timetable so have time to spare for now see.

oh rrebe going to tampines tmr with his frens. great! haha have a good time alrite. and take care.

been falling asleep real early these days. as in dozing off in my big comfy chair? haha and i am startled and awaken in the wee hours of the night. and begin to panic cos i am still in sch u and have not done my hw and have not gotten my things ready. haha so i set my alarm at 5am and wake up then to get things organised. and i get to bathe! ahahaa.

lees worse if you ask me. far far. bah her case is utterly amusing. shall not divulge details to ensure my well-being.

should be going off for trng soon. i want to eat first too. and i am pretty sure i am first up to play ru. all the best lin.

ciao n take care.