on my knees*

i'll worship at Your throne, whisper my own love song. precious princess in God's royal courts.

Friday, January 31, 2003

heyz! cny eve today! actually came on last nite too, to write abt the edge.. wow.

like.. double -wow-. argh so sorry dont feel like writing all of a sudden. tania using msn lor. then wellwell. okay maybe i'll come some other time.

but anw, the edge last night was the best. as in.. it was so so fun cos i got to talk to almost everyone! heh. like.. jlo, shuitong, anthony -haha- xiaopang!! and dwee was there, yay! hmm.. i probably stunk after trng and was late for worship and all.. but still.. it rocked. You rock.

ciaos.

Monday, January 27, 2003

tsktsktsk. am supposed to be doing bio ws. then later have chem. geog. emath. chinese. so so much. but im not doing it now! arhahaha. sigh. so much hw, and so slack. haha, in 2 days, 3 ppl have called me hardworking. hoho. just cos i read thru chap2 of ss and did notes! -cheese- anw.. must must buck up, things are getting tuff and all!

yay, had p-i-a-n-o lesson today!!! i think cy's not feeling well. must pray for her. so fun, the lesson! added all the rhythm stuff into the song you are my world. waah, quite hard to catch at first, but after you get it it sounds reeeeally nice! haha. then must start playing during YOUTH NET. hee. im supposed to be leading worship -gasp- the week after, hahahah. think it'll be funny, but loadsa FUN as well! haha. i like keyboard alot. dream is: to play during services. think it can be achieved. hee.

man, like ma said, the cordycep pills really giving us alot of appetite. its so terrble i dont believe how well its working. its like.. i wanna eat every minute of the day. and i look forward to meals like never before. [i was just called for dinner, whee!!] how.. and stomach always bulges like noones business. haha. yar i know, high metabolism BUT still. =]

hmm, was thinking abt it today.. how to go to the edge on thurs. cos sch ends at 4. and shimmie said there WILL be trng. dont believe it. nevertheless, if trng ends at 630 i'll still rush down, stinkified. haha. and if keren belle and vei go.. -yay!- then i'll prob ask them to go out first of something. haha, sorry if i stink up the sanctuary okie. oops. that doesnt sound in the least bit nice. =]

today kelly brought the verse book. waah, so nice. cos like.. i was searching and browsing for verses based on memory. OOHHH. did i mention? clement misplaced my bible. clement misplaced my bible. clement misplaced my bible. clement misplaced my bible. clement misplaced my bible. did you get that? my PRECIOUS bible!!!!! argh. yea i am like soo grieved. sob.

oh anw i gtg down for dinner liao! hee. bak kut teh eh. yumyum. can smell it already. k, cya again ok? most prob on like cny eve or something. cant wait! -grin-

Saturday, January 25, 2003

-gasp- amazing, i actually found the time to write in my bloggie again! three cheers!! =] haha, yarh, i havent used the computer for a WHOLE week leh. what an amazing feat. and surprisingly, i didnt really miss it, haha.

i just read thru my earlier entry which i wrote a week back, abt obs. haha, miss it abit.. you wouldn't believe how the rest still havent gotten over viv and chew, ESP hichew lor, i wonder why they are head over heels abt him. what madness.

hmm.. this week has been soo busy and packed, and i have no idea why. cant even complete my hw one eh. sigh. but haha, schools fine. this week was quite good i suppose. went for fieldtrip.. eq wkshop.. NO trng.. haha and etc.

and im now the vice class chair, welfare head, emath rep. ahaha. mr ho [form tcher] didnt come on wed, so we confirmed our class comm. was the math rep initially lah, so they chose welfare and vice. then qiao-qiao got both, hahah. am i popular or what? ahaha.. nono.. just kidding, that would be soo ego. anw we should be getting another welfare head i theenk. yup. -cheese-

OHOH! karen went to the edge last night. jol brought khoa. and he got saved, AMEN! =] wow. anw we all knew that he was on the edge of it all already.. yarh, it was really obvious tt one slight push was all he needed to plunge in. hee. well its up to jol to guide him lor! and of cos with the help of the spirit! hee, welcome to the family, khoa. and dont ever fall back, okay? dont succumb to the peer pressure.. He'll led you thru. always trust, always depend..!!

as for karen, when we went up for the vision altar call part, i pulled her along. then asked if she wanted to receive Christ. but i guess she was reeeally afraid of jeremy, and didnt want to. when i asked her over and over again if she was sure rite, she was like.. nono, i dont want, dont ask already. hmmm.. well but i prayed for her lah. hohoho, just a little bit more! oh and of course the whole list of ppl i've been praying for. just a little effort alongside tons of prayer. pray along with me OKIE? =] thanks. okay, i finally got my prayer list up.. the border all starry, hee.. nice! -beams-

yah then fieldtrip was on thurs. the civil district tour. visited parliament house, supreme court [again], st andrews cathedral etc. i think i liked the cathedral part the best. talked abt christianity abit lor. and i found out abt the christians in class! so far i've found out that lisa, kayleigh and of cos kelly vei and me are! hmm who else arh? oh and xiaoqi is another "on the edge" person. well, i think shes quite open and all. haha. yay! yup and i donno.. should i do like some prayer thing in our class? tt would be cool. but it would take lotsa guts.. would it? hmmm. i'll pray abt it or something first..!

oh and the intercessory prayer thingy! hey if you can come do make it down! 5.15 at yishun. we'll intercede and evangelise! isnt that soo much fun? yar then 6.45 is pre-svc prayer. so if you can.. do come.. its gonna be power-filled, yeah? =]

er okay, better go liao. its kinda late and im actually supposed to do hw. or else ah, cant sleep forever. yarh. okay. =] got alot more things to say eh, but wait till next time okie?

Saturday, January 18, 2003

hmmm. feel soo helpless, cos cant change my templates! so cant link to my gbk or imood or anything. what should i do..? anw, i just came back frm obs yesterday! =] haha. wanna hear abt it? ive repeated the story so so many times, heheh.

so, the first day, we were split into our watches[grps] by classes lah. i was a munshi member. he is some intellect person lah, forgot what already. anw all watches were named after such ppl. =] then we did campcraft, stuff like how to tie knots, attempted building a basha [tent] and learnt navigation lah. like practical geog lesson. it really was esp on the expedition itself. first 2 days were basically prep for the expeditions. oh btw, i got residential with both sea AND land ex. special one! =]

anw every night after dinner we have sessions with the instructors lah. so its during this time tt we talk abt more serious stuff like setting goals, what we'd like to schieve thru the course and stuff like tt. and play some simple non-strenuous games too! examples are the dotty and bingbong game, haha. hmm, shall not be too specific, or else i'll be typing for hours on end. =]

then day2 in the morning rite, we had quiet time you know. yah i know tt sounds weird but we were sorta given time to think on our own. but in the way where like you think about your life and all.. well, hope everyone really had a good time on their own lah. i was praying, staring out into the ocean. and had abit of time to nap. =] wellwell. i think overall, obs was a really good learning experience.

then after qt we did rockclimbin! i climbed twice, once normally and the second blindfolded! =] haha, so glad i managed to reach the top both times. yay, i reached my target but not success. if success is trying your best and achieving what you didnt think you could. yarh. hope what i learnt will always remain lah. now.. i must really try to SUCCEED in any goals i set up for myself.

after rokclimbing we had lunch and then kayaking! whee, i was waiting for that for quite long man. we did capsize drills, learnt how to rescue and all.. the diff paddling techniques. fun lor! hee. that night, we started planning for our expeditions! we set off on day3 mah. land then sea. so we talked to instructors, got briefed, etc.. shall not divulge details. =]

day3 we set off for checkpoint one for land ex! each carried a gigantic backpack with our personal items, basha and cooking equipt. not to forget rationed food! and all the water. so heavy! first checkpoint was the ex-quarry. built raft, lauched it. plonked in the middle, hahah! then came the quarry story which freaked us all out. vivian, great ploy to get us out of the water, haha! =] so so fun. then we had lunch and set off. anw to cut the whole thing short, we reached at 8, 3 hours late. trekked from 8 in the morn to 8 at night. it was pitch dark and we hadn't even found our 4th chkpt! wow, tt was exciting lor, that part. hmm. so we rushed our basha and food. basha kinda failed. that night, it rained. i kelly and peishan were sleeping plainly on groundsheets in the open lah. so we rushed to squeezeinto the 2 bashas. imagine this: rain, lousy leaking overcrowded bashas. result: we either slept drenched and soggy or sitting up. i think i was pretty selfish tt night, haha. just lay down and refused to sit up. thanks alot kelly for she-ji-wei-ren-ing. =]

next day set off for sea ex! haha, started loading off at 7. then jetty jump! whee. so exciting, so so cool. a high scary jump into the pee-water [sea] down below. fun lah. =] cool. then we set off with life jackets loaded with muesli bars, milo packets and sun protection. water bottles in the kayaks! paddled with kelly in the double turner kayak for 3+ hours. stopped at frog island for a half hour lunch of bread and biscuits. to prepare us for the torturous journey to come! chek jawa. i tell you, it wa baad. really hard to describe in words, you have to experience it yourself. the continuos paddling for the next 5 hours over the choppy waves. once you paused, you would be drifted to the channel. and tt would be dangerous. so what to do, just keep going lor! yup, that was the part we really tested and pushed our limits. beyond our limits. =] anw it was a reeeaally good experience, everyone was polished physically, mentally and of course emotionally. indu, peishan, chenfeng, alps, hope you guys learnt frm it. i bet you guys did. congrats on getting thru ok? i admire your spirits. =]

well yeah just soo many things happened on the sea ex, its yi-yan-nan-jing. well you all out there go try it, wan? paddle for your lives for 8 hours straight. =] yah so tt night we washed up after not bathing for the day and before.. twice arnd of course. =] then kept equiptment. wow, we were bushed. haha, then vivian told creepy stories and all. hee. duuh i escaped rite. anw it was really fun... hey i didnt tell you abt vivian and chew, our instructors yet rite? argh, hahahah.

next day was fri lah. i actually volunteered to be i/c for the day. hmm, didnt mean to. oh yeah anw i was equipment i/c too. we lost 2 bottles in the end but nice lil vivian said we did a good job of cleaning up the bunk so she helped us replace. i tell you, she is nice. =] day5 not alot of things lah, cos last day mah. most impt was the sharing. we shared everything we had to within our watch. things like our most memorable, what we learnt and how we could apply them. was pretty emotional. quite afew cried. =] cos of the kayak thingy mah. wellwell. we formed a web in the centre with the cottn twine, a symbolism of the bond we formed. hmm, hope it applies and sticks as our class value. =] hmm.

then we climbed the inverse tower! wow, the weather was madness. rain shine rain shine. climbed in pairs lah. me and kelly only had the last few min to climb cos the others took quite long. anw kelly gave up at the rockwall part. oh wait, the whole vertical obstacle is actually made up of a rackwall, logs, cargo net and tyres. so we had to climb over and up them lah. hmm, kelly gave up so i was on my own. well, i think i was not too bad. i conquered the tower! haha. and i was at the top of the world, literally. but i knew i could do it, so it wasnt really success. hmm. =] we had no more time after tt left for souvenir buying lor. but well, we do wonders. rush here rush there, in the end also managed to purchase lah. =] but had to pay $5 for the cracked jug. haha.

hmm so well we had a mass de-brief. then we split in to our watch to do last min farewell. WOW. that was THE most sad part. i mean, the last time we would be with vivian and chew, so yar, we were kinda teary and all. =] we got our photos and a farewell talking to. hmm. did evaluation. hahahaha, after tt was funny. we got them both to sign our shirts and pics. haha. said they felt like ming-xings all of a sudden. haha. well you guys are, in our hearts. =] and took a last photo. hmm, we will miss you guys, basket and THE her. -winks-

well the camp was definitely more than this, more than any amount of words can describe. you have to go feel it for urself. well i'll say, i learnt a great deal. [i hope] i know i can face challenges lah. and the thing is, as long as you persevere, it can be done. celine, apply this is every aspect okay? =]

hey, i went thru the whole course. it was enriching, and doubly rewarding. it will be for you too, i promise. -grin-
and everything else i keep to myself. -beams-

Sunday, January 12, 2003

okay this will be my last farewell entry ok? gonna pack after this. i wont be home the whole of next week, mon to fri. i've kinda told the whole world already actually. hee. yup cos im going to obs. so everyone, study hard while i have fun okay? =] will miss ya guys.
if you read the next entry, you will find it weird. haha, actually it was "unto You" in the bracket thing. but cos this is html is became italics. er, haha! enjoy.
E
i live for You
A C#m B
all of my days belong to You
E A C#m
You draw me to Your tenderness
B
You make me new
F#m Bmaj
into the secret place i will run
F#m
where my heart can be free
Bmaj
in the grace tt i've found

unto You
be all glory and praise
how my heart seeks your face
as im waiting on You

only You
are my strength and my tower
fill my life with Your power
as i stand here in awe
of You

argh, the chords are screwed. cant concentrate cos another song is playing in the back! haha. -brainflopped-

erm yah tt song is nice lah. i like the planet shakers album, but i played it over soo, in fact TOO, many time. until sick of it, haha. cos they were the hit songs after camp mah. =] and if i force myself, it reminds me of camp. didnt need forcing before. but now so used to hearing it liao. shouldnt have hor? haha, too bad. current song playing: I Want You to Know.

anw today had svc at amara hotel, first time! dan told us abt the intercesory prayer before the edge at 5 lah, cool! then will have street evangelism sumore. WOW. i will surely go for it frm next week onward! hmm. haha, <> is playing now. yarh, i'd like to tell dan too tt all this is reallliee exciting. hope she can see the stadiums filled before she leaves. well, we CAN pray for tt yarh. =]

it would be AMAZING.


its LATE. we have service -infact- later. well anw just wanna drop a note lah.

cos kor didnt get the psc scholarship. he just found out today. i guess it was like.. he was disappointed, ma was upset, that kinda thing. naturally you will feel that way what rite. well so we had devotion at like 11+, so i was wondering why lor. so late, sumore next day have service early morning. pa "spoke" about the scholarship thing. mainly jeremiah 29:11-12. let me type it out! =]

"for i know the plans for you", declares the Lord. "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

yeah so well he assured kor that God has a plan written in black and white for his life already, so all we need to do is trust him and play our faith out! actually i had that in mind before pa shared. how to say.. as in, i thank God lah, cos i kinda like had that at the tip of my tongue to encourage kor. i did lah. and that seemed like exactly what God HAD to say. get it? =]

yups tts all lor. i earnestly pray that [haha] our family can be soo into God ALLways. yeah i know i sound abit spiritual and scary and stuff rite? sorry larh. but yah, thats what i hope for. a life saturated with God. pray along with me! =]

Friday, January 10, 2003

urmph. geez. just came back frm DE first cellgroup eva. haha, everyone except the grp held at my place kinda combined at josh's. there was: jen, joyce, me, maddy, jus, joc, joel, josh! yarh. then at my place was jol, david, eliz and -batman-. yeah. =] so yar it was pretty good! the notes remind me of the edge so well. gosh. i miss the edge. wellwell.

waah, seems like lyn is studying lor. i scared sia. i cant really keep up either. but once i get home i go "online, sleep, laze" and no worl done. havent sorted out ANYTHING yet for the sumwhat new year. like my tuition or whatever other stuff. well see how it goes! urr.. jiayou.

haha, was kinda fun at josh's. the playing part. i played keyboard, joc guitar and josh drum machine. haha, yay, i must quickly start with cy again, then can play soon.. wheeepie! -squeals at the thought-

i knida just screwed the corp photo. i crushed it. dumped it into my bag b4 rushing off to josh's cos i woke up at 710. whoa, haha. everyone was kinda waiting for mee. duapai. and yeah, prayer works. =] cos i had NO idea where i was headed or where the block realli was. but i found it very suuper soon. see?

wellwell. lemme see what programmes i'll be having this weekend, as shuitong says. haha, come to think of it, i havent talked to him in SOO long! haha. thats pretty sad. only seldom talk to jlo or dwee during the week.

tmr have trng till 12, then gonna get obs stuff. things like.. oh, cant say. haha. anw i came up with the list of tings to bring liao, so sun during gap btwn svc and evening shall pack! then after buying go where? we having family gathering? or maybe go for prayer. the rest going to little india lehz. whoa they so shiok lor. like everyday go out one lor!! then sunday.. [long awaited] have the 2 svcs! =] i seem to have not gone for svcs for extremely long.. i think its sch. nasty school. mrs newby esp. she instills soo much fear, heheh.



Thursday, January 09, 2003

whee, just saw [actually screew-tinised] our youth camp corp photo! =]=]=] yeah, we all have pretty minute faces, but at least- still can make out most! hee. and not bad not bad, everyone looks fine, nice. heh. lemme describe some outstanding-looking ppl.. [as in in the pic itself] =] silly issa is right at the top, haha and most of the r3 guys doin some ha-ha pose. er i just realised bs and gabriel look kinda comical.. haha. then the most emergent person is amos. hoho. hmm..theres this r2 guy looking in the direction of the sun but shading himself. no idea who tt is! =] anw its 8R. argh, the thing is, WE take up one third of the photo only- middlegrnd! [haha, mrs newby you should be proud of mee] and the rest is the pool and shelter roof. grrr. shall put it up somewhere really soon, after i show it to kelly- and evelyn! erm theres this guy holding something over grace's head.. haha! hilda and joanne look sweet tho.. +yingqi if you'd like! =] well ok tts most of it.

imagine: what if you got this pic for oral? wellwell. good luck.

hmm ok had trng at tanglin club the first time today! pretty okay lah, tt place. at least got to play quite abit! hmm just got a nasty reminder: presto shoes going for only $90. what?! grrr.

well last night was kinda xiong. stayed up till 12+ doing essay and assign. argh. and then the sms thing. ahah. donno what abt it lah, but the thing is i never got a reply! hmm? wellwell. rafflesian sia. whAtevEr, you know. urmgh.

kae lor. will complete my essay tonight. have to start packing for obs soon too! always seem to write abt YOU in my compos. biig joke, haha. whatever. see lah, dampen my spirits. =I

Wednesday, January 08, 2003

tsktsk darling. should be doing your commonwealth essay now yeah? "we all laughed"..?! hmm. pretty bushed. ran arnd so much today, haha. went to picnic for lunch with jlo and joyce [after all] then back to sch and then to heeren again to get shim a gift! =] haha, so im lazee to write much anymore.

anw, yay! dwee's done with his exams finally. good fer ya! =] so you might be going to cck for evening svcs next time? hmm, okay.. haha. great to hear you're relieved lah.. ahh, sorry, really quite tired now..!

but the thing on my mind now is really bothersome. =] its like.. such a dumb-y thing and im thinking abt it.. at least not all the time, but still, whenever i think of anything apart frm others, i think of it. haha, really really silly.billy.

hmm but im not now, haha. cos im.. half asleep. -yawn-

Tuesday, January 07, 2003

heya! whee, todays the first time we try out our "long day" ting. i'm in the encounter lab now! [sch com lab] yarh theres trng tonight, doubt i'll be coming on also. ...only 10mins left!

-sob- i kinda just remembered yest that theres squash open house tmr!! wich is wed. so that means i can't meet joyce and jlo anymore! argh. told them, then they're like.. nvm, can go next time.. haha. for me rite, its like.. waaahh! okie nvm. =] yeah but better also lah, then have more time next time to meet, not everything squashed up and stuff.

so.. my schedule now that schs here should be quite tight, i THINK. tues and thurs are loong days, after which i have trng till 630! ahyo. odd days are free, but im planning to resume my chord-y piano lessons! hopefully on.. wed. keep fris free- did i tell you? my tuition tcher cant teach me anymore, so that means NO MORE tuition! and no more sleepy fri afternoons! -wink- so maybe fris can be shiok days.. with the edge to chen-tuo the beauty. aahaha.

evelyn asked me yest about the alpha course thing.. should i go? the only thing is that its a thurs nite.. atright after trng. so i'll be like.. hun-hun-yu-shui. so how? hmm.. donno leh. vei not going also. and next day would be a sch day!

ok so the first 1-half official sch days have passed.. what do i feel? just had eng before our lunch break.. [im having it now, btw] and ms lee is kinda cheem hor. like so.. learned and stuff. speaks cheem. haha. i aSpiRe to be like her.. hoho!

anw enough abt sch! i miss everything frm going online at 12 to waking up at 11 to talking on the phone till 2! ahh. haha. frm now on.. let me set it this way.. go online only on.. tues and thurs are nonos.. fri too cos have the edge and trng the next morning.. so how abt mon and wed nights? er haha those are the ones left! see how things go lah. anythings fine. weekends also no problemo! haha, siao liao, this also must think.

uhoh, need to rush.. lit lessons are starting soon! anw rite, bs has been msging me lor. haha. started on sun i think, told me he liked jolyn.. ok, its now like.. so whAt? haha. not that i wanna know lor, haha. abit anticlimax that you're telling ME also rite. haha.

okie everyone.. fast hard, pray hard! [dont forget, its prayer and fasting week!] haha. and thus there is no the edge, but anw, miss ya guys, cya soon. --- obs will be the whole of next week, dont forget to miss me too!--- *hugs

Sunday, January 05, 2003

ahaha hi! not allowed to go for service cos i have a chem TEST tmr. wowee. so sad! anw im talking to xiao pang. haha. cos hes sick and needs to plan for his orientation i think. hes a psl and is quite zai. donno what have cert in obs. and learning drums frm matthew so he says we're gonna see an r3 drummer next time since the whole band is frm r5. but nono! he forgot about darren and matthew. and heman and elvin. okay anything lar, haha, you're gonna see ME also next time. heheh.

so im gonna look for my thingy to put in my notebook frm brio. and then clear the table and keep the clothes. then i guess study for the test later on lor. so i shouldnt be coming on again tonight. will let jojo use so that shuitong can finally meet her! hoho.

oh yeah. did i say? joyce and me and jinlun planning to go out for lunch on wed. quite fun hor. meet at orchard after school.. haha, in sch uniform? urmgh. okay nvm. oh actually i mentioned this last night already, haha.

okay lah, byebye to you all.

p.s. hey pearlyn! =] heheh, yeah of COURSE i remember you larh.
heyz! wow, i havent written in soo many days you are really missing out on alot of things. but too bad lah, i am too LAZY to write everything again, esp first day of sch lor. abit alot of things went on. anw i shall just start on today lor.. hmm. nono, yest. friday rite.. yah! the edge.. =] and the dedication service! wow.

anw b4 i start right, i think this blog thingy is soo self-centred, cos everything is abt ME and nothing else. but tts what its SUPPOSED to be rite.. my thoughts and stuff? im just gonna write down like everything that happens day in day out lor.. haha, you confirm get sick of reading one, but anws, your choice! =] thanks for peng-chang-ing.

so yesterday.. second day of sch nothing much also. talks, service learning planning.. yeah tt kinda thing. well the main point is the dedication svc. hmm.. kelly said its diff, cos they dont speak n tongues. yah it IS diff lah.. but if you ask me, i'd say its the best. cos i mean.. it DUH is cool to have a community of christians esp in your campus!!! then i would assume that sally- haha- IS a youth leader in fcbc. but well.. thats good aint it? and yah the way she speaks too.. its encouraging. i was really touched during her sharing! thanks alot hor ms wong.. wanted to tell you.. and thx everyone there! dont worry i'll join you guys in future im sure, as long as i can.. so we shall work together to win our campus for God! amen!

then THE EDGE hor.. wow. i seriously love it alot lor, i really have no idea? just that i reallirealli think so! its like.. whenever i go there rite, its like i feel very comfy..! =] haha.. and happy! and during worship i can really feel Gods presence. and am extremely encouraged by everyone else, so ppl ,do cont to burn for Him! you dont know how much you are blessing others by your words and actions. =]=]=] well yah i am soo.. fired up.. =] i realli hope all this will not go away lor! whee, i love the feeling. but well.. thankew Jesus for everything anw.

the edge yah? got away frm my point! havent experienced that great worship in so long! it allows me to worship more freely lor. well i missed it loads and had a great time..! the msg was abt grps of 3- place of influence. no wlikw mainly focusing on raising the leaders stuff.. to start their own cells.. aint that exciting? remember ah.. we're gonna see the STADIUMS FILLED in notime! use that as a goal to aim for..! and you will really strive hard aint it so? -grinz- well yeah the rest is secondary. the other stuff that happened at the edge?

well i had TRNG this morning again! i set my alarm at 545 but woke up at 650.. haha. was even late for my propoer trng when i was supposed to be there an hour earlier for orientation help out and stuff. hello, i didnt do a THING. i just sat there and feigned oblivious to all the sec1s walkng in.. hahaha. well we ran the ORA 3km route and walked one round- ardmore route. aisyah had this sudden itch and pain pang. then walked lor. awhile. wow, after not trng for more than a month.. can feel it man. the downgraded-ness! like zainal said, even if you'd trian for soo many months, after 2 somple wks of trng it'll all be gone lor. and fitness takes 9 months to build up.. uhoh. we have 3 months to nationals. ohwell! anw i ached yest and today and NOT forever.

after that i went with chris to get earrings! we went to bits and pieces and perlinis silver and isabella and mosi accessories. in the end i got a dangling pair, and studded diamond pair for sch and a squash packet pendant. ahahaha. thats was funny. but guess what- it cant fit into my black chain. i am like deeply grieved. -aww- !!! well i guess we had fun today.. i was realli sleepy the whole day.. the past few days had been tiring and full of *yawns. well yeah. hoped to catch a nap today in the afternoon but had to go off for appreciation nite liao! then now then can come online. but tmr have to get to SIS at 845. wow.

erm haha. playalistik asked me to go out next wk orh! ahahaha. but i'd rather go with jlo and joyce- anytime, anyday. DUH! ops! hahaha. well yeah, duuuuh. sigh hahah. hope mummy will let me go lor! she banned me frm going anywhere tmr liao. hmm..*full of hope*

dun wanna talk so much lah. at appreciation night well i got the evangelistic award! ahah. they said cos i bring my frens for like the edge and outreaches. yay, i just wanna say tt i hope you guys will strive for it too! okay? promise me? -smiles- anw pretty encouraged. dont worry i WILL strive too!! yup i will contribute to filling the stadiums! leave a portion for me okies? =]

today on the way to app nite we saw david at the interchange! anw we went together lah but well. hahahah! we got lost. aww. haha. too bad lah david.. what did you say abt donuts last night huh? ahahaha.

jol and myself left at 9 to send ken and terry off.. well im glad cos we did something good. well yeah i would consider it so. we encouraged and shared with both of them, prayed with them. got them to read their bible and pray everyday. well i hope they do. anw they will lor, im confident, cos God will use them to even go reach out to their families. just as jol has that task. great REFLECTORS we have in here! and its getting hot! heheh. =]

hmm okay! i think i shall ge-bi here. then can go read hsins and lyns blog.. and try for jlo if possible. then i need SLEEP. i desperately need so. gdnite jlo, cos i know you're reading this. haha. =]












Thursday, January 02, 2003

well haha it can ACTUALLY work! sighs. but too bad lah, i dun wanna wrie tonight! tmr then i come can? then can talk abt the edge too! -bubbling with excitement-
hellohello! =] shall try out first. if cannot post then i dont waste time typing and making jlo help me again. haha. here goes!

Wednesday, January 01, 2003

whats new?? at 7 this morning.. i wrote this really long essay again telling you guys all about my tong-xiao-da-dan! aww.it was so detailed.. argh. and i have no idea why an error ALWAYS occurs whenever i try to post or publish, and then it all goes away. -sob-

hmm, nvm. sorry you guys cant hear all abt the fun. =] and anw, haha, jlo s getting a bloggie too. he said inspired by me orh! but hes feverish and all now. hmm. really, went arnd too much last night looking for the best foods in spore right? =] bet you guys had fun anw. do take care everybody, guess what day tmr is! -groan- hmm, havent heard frm dwee in a long time! hope hes doing fine anw. should be studying hard now, i suppose? =]

oh yeah, happy new year everyone. hope this year has lotsa great stuff to bring. most imptly.. have to never ever stray too far out! *dont understand? noprob.*

oh yah, i just went to buy my sch shoes. went to queensway! in the end i got this pair of avia shoes. hope it "expands" as the singh says so it'll feel better. argh, hope i didnt get a wrong pair. cos its is kinda ex.

wellohwell. today.. was kinda nocturnal. slept til almost 1- our reservation at seoul garden was at 12- cos slept kinda early this morn. actually 7. =] then we rushed off to great world city lor. feastedfeasted till my max then went to jalan. guess what, claire called while i was there saying she was too! wow. wonder if it was on purpose? my mum said cos she heard us talking yest. hmm. i wonder. oh and talking abt claire.. plsplspls dont call my hp liao!! you keep calling hor, and talking so long. sigh. i have no choice but to cut you off leh. so sorry lah, but i dunwan my hp bill to escalate, tho im sure it has for the month of dec. aww.


actually ken and terry were kinda scheduled to go back on fri night lah. but i wanted them so much to attend the edge! so that they can see how much it rocks, and even want to go next time lor. so yah, they agreed to go back on sat night instead! but we having appreciation night. haha. but no choice lah, sch starts for them too. and sun morn will be corp at SIS! =] with the african childrens choir singing. im actually not on ushering duty. amazing. and i wont be wearing green also. haha. colour symbolising new beginnings? hahaha. so are we actually sitting between r7 and r3?

hmm. was just trying on my sch u. have to make adjustments liao orh! my waist definitely grew. by quite alot. or maybe cos i ate alot just now. ?? anw still have to make changes to my belt and pinafore lah. and sad to say, my 36 pinafore has become short. always was, but its even shorter now. so shall not wear it anymore. asking ate margie to help me adjust tonight, then wearing the shortened-38 one tmr lor. whee, quite exciting, with a new class. dear vei will be with me again. hahaha. hopeandpray that kelly will be in 306 too! ahh. pls?

hmm. the SADDEST thing abt going back to sch is the lack of time left for church stuff! during the hols, for eg this time, wow, it was camp then trng then encounter! shiok only. but during sch days it'll just be the edge. but still.. yay and thank God for it!! like i said, it'll be the only thing to look forward to. =] guess what everyone, i have TRNG tmr. -doublegroan-

okok, shall not say anymore. jol's pretty amazed at how much i can say here. but i sure can! =]

good luck everyone for tmr and the coming year.. have fun, enjoy and God bless!!