ah. ruggles just died. the dog who so lovingly brings smiles to their faces. sobb.

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glad i went to the library just now. got a really nice book. :) enjoying myself reading. havent been reading since donno when. like really long. my language now is just so pok.

so glad i didnt get to use the com yest. or i might have sounded like i was depressed. i think i dread trng tmr. yes i think i do. but each trng session probably holds promises. like things get better with each trng session.

ah God pls give me the patience, understanding and most of all wisdom. on how to handle everything..

great, all the tests for this time of the term are over! wheeps. thats certainly reason to rejoice! tt explains why im taking it soo easy today. i was just waiting so badly for this day. ive done nothing so far. just reading that mesmerising book.

oh before i forget, hi to angie. :) thks for signing my gbk! hees yea i miss ya too. we barely talk. we'll change that kaesh? :)

came to the realisation just now in chinese class tt we only have 2 months to the exams. first week of october what. scary huh. its like back to mugging time. i dread year end exams. but how i earnestly anticipate christmas! whee.

i dont wanna rack my brains trying to think of things i want to write. i realise i dont have to fill in every detail of me and my doings here. :) i just have to share them with Him.

i wish i could always maintain a childlike innocence in my relationship with my Heavenly Father. like always and forever. and dont care abt what others may think. that would be great. :)

dont wanna make things complicated for myself, like trying to be mature and complex in thinking but then again less serious and be the kind who loves to just fool arnd, being quiet and demure but then again loud and upfront. constantly learning from everyones character. that would be a hard mix to achieve huh. should just be myself. hees. whatever that is.

"dont let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in fatith and in purity." haha i guess thats it. my solution to my question. to be who God wants me to be!

lalala im happy right now. everything at homes going great. just that we havent had devotion in a long time, i realise. hmm better spark things off again.

to speak abt happy tree friends now wouldnt be too good. it is neither that happy nor friendly after all. haii.

i love to worship. make it your lifestyle.

ahh. im reading the book rachel's tears on the columbine shootings. its so heart-warming to read abt the events that happened but also learn abt how rache lived her life. shes is so- christlike.

and she had such an intimate relationship with God! its almost unimaginable. anw the book tells about how she lived her life as seen thru her journal entrees la. and on tt fateful day she was killed for her faith. seems like she was almost perfect. sinless, always pushing herself to change according to His will. but it comes so naturally to her cos of that closeness she had with God.

must learn to model myself after her. everyone should. if they sincerely love God so much they want to learn to be like Him. it almost scary how she had the predomination tt she wouldnt live past that year. she actually knew abt it, imagine tt. hmmm.

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hectic day as kelly called it. realised last night how much work i had to complete. anw physics test was quite easy lor. donno why they said it was a killer. tt we would surely fail. just tt i made a very careless mistake la. costing me 4 marks. haii. :)

okay theres just one more common test before we can have a break. we've had 8 tests or so thus far this term! tts alot. so anw yess can finally take a break after this week. hmm nats are over. amazing.

but we've started trng already. and i know its gonna be very tough frm now on. well if we wanna improve tts what we've gotta do. saturdays in itself was craazy. my muscles aching till now lor. all over. hmm and considering i escaped frm the last part of pt, the way we're pushed is madness.

i left before they had to do sit ups, push ups, weights, crunches, leg lifts, back arches and all you can think of. ahhh. luckily.

oh i played at net on saturday. haha thks but nah i didnt play very well. hees nvm must just improve myself. cy said we're stopping lessons for now la. seems shes soo caught up in her work. and jol's not taking her exams this year la. what a waste. and i should be playing on the 12th. guess i have to rush down frm trng. gonna be a tiring day.

haha but cannot make jus play for me again la. so irresponsible.

went to the national stadium for ndp preview on sat night. haha it was fuuun. i love watching ndps. but the previews are not comparable to the actual days. its so fake- hahs.

yesterday was ushering at svc. oh khoa went and said the sinners prayer again, amen. he said he got sabo-ed again. sighh i hope he actually knows what his desire really is. whether or not hes sincere. :)

okay im off to continuing my reading. then have to start on emath. tests this term have been lousy.

ciao.

the edge was good. spiritually refreshing. once again a time of consecration. realised i had kinda stepped back abit. enjoyed it soo much. received lots. :)

kelly you boo-boo, why didnt you go. mavis you backed out on me. boo.

got to speak to eugene after ages! good to see everyone again. :)

jol's fast asleep on the floor. she plans to get up at 3. i dont think so tho. hees.

hmm todays a no sch day. went for aus chem test. then went to buy hairband and went arnd for just awhile w vei to look at slippers. but anw we both wanted to go home soon after. so we departed.

hmm pa just barked at pebble to keep quiet. ha ha ha.

missed out on cc today! they were talking frm 2130 hours. then by the time i called at 2245 they were off the phone. hmm spoke to jeremy for 3mins. wish we could really talk. like at least the way i can talk to justin rite. jem can actually be real sweet la. but he intimidates me- hahs. why cos i donno.

read the little prince for the first time today. so mountain turtle right. its abt this boy frm a tiny planet who meets the author lost in the desert. and they make frens. and the boy tells his story abt his journey to the other planets. concludes tt grown-ups are different in so many ways. then his flower whom hes responsible for is a rose tt is so common on earth but uniquely special and rare on his planet. shes his responsibility. but he dies after getting bitten by a yellow snake. seems the author loves him lots.

its quite complex in the sense that you dont get it all the first time yu read it thru. at least tt goes for me. i have to read it once more again.

sighh God help chin hua cos you truly love him w an everlasting love.

tmrs trng w sec3s. we're snrs now. hard to imagine when we think back on our sec1 days. hees. miss the weight's room and the runs we used to have. and how we slacked on the job.

my eyes can no longer take the glaring light frm the computer. they need to rest.

now you guys know what alabasterjar means? :) like what sis yeen fun said just now at svc. we must all be like the woman who poured the oil on Jesus' feet. in total admiration of Him. how lovely tt would be.

havent seen jackie arnd in a looong while. wonder how shes doing. rhoda and rina and christina missed out today! jol too. realised christina hasnt been going to the edge. for so long!

see you guys on sun.

p/s. pray for me for my physics test. pls.

p/p/s. and for claire.

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ahh tired.

just came back frm prize presentation! this years is trophy instead of medal. well anything will do. :) had fun taking photos at our tree. hees. ah and thank you ms neo and mr lui for that marvelous feast we had at kfc. shiehyuan was so appalled by me eating so much. hahahas.

well yea so its the official end of me being a senior girl for the team this year. heres to training hard to get gold next year. to dare to achieve the impossible takes guts huh. haha yup aisyah i must try my best to motivate the team la. oh and shimmie yes. must slowly. get our sec3 team bonded again. sighhh.

saw mich outside chris' classroom today on the way to the foyer. then she was so cold. well donno la. hmmsh.. pray everything really works out. and that our team can cooperate and work well together. to reach greater heights!

haha the walk to the mrt was quite scary man. when i stopped to look at the celebrity walk thing, one guy brushed past me la. then later on it happened again lor. and he stuck so close to me! ergguuhh. how creepy. haha then when i told the sec4s they went huh so loudly. hahahhahs. shiver.

oh jl yay you actually undated your blog. hahas. :) can finally go to the edge tmr. yess! havent been in ages.

might play for net this sat ah. great! josh's leaving the youth min? was pretty surprised. cos its so sudden. sobb one less net member! and cjs gonna lose a good fren at net. bahlala what will happen? uhmmm.

en opened my famous amos. grr.

really tired now. no sch tmr but must go back for australian chemistry. no la i cant just aim for participation k. then take for what rite. waste $4. but too lazy to do anything tonight. yes can sleep in abit tmr!

watching ndp preview with tania on sat! we're planning to wear red and white. :) haha how cute. nvm for the fun of it. patriotism! and its also joel kors bday.

hope mavis can make it to the edge tmr. and dont think i'll catch the bachelorette later. pa just said not to. hees.

yawn*

gasp. i just heard frm ate margie tt shes leaving us next week. next week! and vicky ches coming back. goodness. what a shock. how abrupt. i am worried.

i typed this really long entree just now on the laptop. its so pok! the whole thing was deleted.

anw abt and's match- i didnt play, we won 5-0, lingzhi and i ref-ed mgs vs nyg for second and thrid placing. to cut the mile-long story short, we got booted. supported by the appalling cheers frm the crowd. sighhhs. and i just remembered tt i left my dear pen to those guys. donno who took it. sighh what a loss. and so paiseh also. im prolly known now as the pok-ref. or anything tt could be worse would do. [celine receives yet another person's glares.]

shall go on with my linking up now.

lift up your head..? :)

hao xiang ni.

strumm*

ok zq wans to use the computer. so shall let her first.

later go home then come again. :)

im getting depressed [but not for real]. im just downdowndown. my hearts heavy. hahs.

lost so many things. i like dunked bucks into the bin within a short while. i cannot, i just cant lose my watch. i just shouldnt hold ma's chopard with me. its too much for clumsy careless me to keep la.

so everywhere i walk to now in the hse i look here and there hoping to catch a glimpse of the yellow orange straps. i make it sound like a big thing rite. ya it sure is. its my skin swatch, almost brand new. gasp.

if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain move here and it shall, move there and it shall too! but i guess its different in this case? not much, hopefully. i have that faith. and i shall say to my watch: appear at the next place i look to. and it shall! lalala.

kor lost his phone. bah we have disregard for our inheritance. i feel baad.

hmmsh xin hao zhong ah. mei you shen me xin qing zhuo qi ta shi qing.

and if the world caved in arnd me, to you i'd still hold on.

ok tmrs the big day. final match vs anderson, i might just get the chance to play. and i shall not let me team down. we'll go celebrate our victory after tmrs game. and we're all gonna be laughing away. i foresee. just tt i'll be loserly worrying abt amath test. sobbs.

went to nygh hostel to do amath w kelly and minh ha just now! and saw cheuck ying and nehneh and pehying. minh ha's such a math whiz. whoossh.

racial harmony today! wore the kebaya. hees it was quite nice. or some ppl said so. maybe cos everyone else was wearing saris showing off their tummies. so i was different in a sense. wadever.

love unfailing overtaking my heart.

im listening out for phrases frm the songs. im listening to united live.

anw cj i am lin.

another night of log and exponential and remainder factor theorem and quadratic functions. and indices and surds. and synthetic and long division.

thank you for caring! love you sooo.

naughty celine couldnt resist the urge!

esp when im am totally stuck at amath. bah wellwell.

haha jade ran out today. dad forgot to close the gate- it was left open for abt half and hour! and when they went i went: gasp scream the gate is open! and only faithful ol' pebs was at the doorstep yawning. fatty blacky was nowhere in sight. so we ran into a frenzy and dashed arnd looking for her.

sigghh memories came floooding back. bah i was running along the park practically in tears. well thank God she was seaching for food under some construction container rubble donno doing what. hmm yay. naughty jade.

hmm had a talk w ate margie just now. Gods rawkingly awesome. beyond words or imagination. :) bwahaha you guys out there are missssing out!

tmrs racial harmony day. borrowing jocelyns kebaya- nonya style. sounds like a cuisine kind. it sounds nice, meeting at courts tmr morn to change. :) xf's funny. she wants to see it so shes going too. :)

anw- jocelyn how did you know abt my blog! hahas was reaali surprised to see your post in my gbk. :) thnks for visiting! and cj said desmond said sumthing abt a face as blog template. did he mean mine? hmmsh. but i suppose since mine is nice indeed nice. :)

bah i donno what im doing here. im not gonna live thru my next amath test, really. okokok. bah how boggling. theres jade and nats and tests. at least its a free day on fri- to be spent on emath and physics.

no im not nuts over studying but i wanna make my mamma and pappa proud of mee. :) was thinking of this song frm a long time ago: i love my mamma shes so good to me ooh i luv my mamma shes so good to me. hahas oh and how i used to cry when mum and dad left for work. hahs i was incredibly sweet. :)

sighh theres so much criticism on the youth act at sentosa. nevertheless i bet the guys in charge put alot of effort into making it happen, yea? and whatever the case the beach is a great place to be. esp with frens!

lalala bloggings gaining popularity in r5. hahas. and dont trust jol on making hers a success. hahahas. hope you're not seeing this, jol.

log and ln and lg and e and all. i dont get it at all.

somehow i have to post something in order to save my template changes. zhen mah fan. so i start to post nonsense, you'll see.

i dont mean lin is lovely.

its just some bah-ish html thing tt cant be changed, hahas. i was just testing the 2 separate names but it all came out together. hees. but well i guess tts the way it is. even the computer recognises the pure facts. :)

excuse my ego.

i dont know what font colours to use. nothing really matches the backgrnd well.

and im sorry the links at the side are not working. yet. so to sign my gbk go to alabasterjar.signmyguestbook.com yar? i'll be more than glad to see you make tt effort. :) hees. so now i have to ask my shi mu again cos i have no idea why its like that. hmmsh. but have to wait till mon or even tues! grr.

brought jade to the vets. sighh- why do cockers have so much problems. skin and ear. pooor jade! love her so. dont want to see her suffer.. think she must be, terribly. sobbs. she'll be taking painful vitamin c jabs every week now. she was whining and screaming like never b4 just now after the jab lor. and there supposedly was blood, hahs.

the doctors so nice. and sweet! :) real pleasant. eh there was no consultation charge but it was a mighty $154 visit to the docs. phew so ex! and each jab weekly will be $16. to take frm my pocket money- i dont mind a single bit. can build up her immune system to fight all that bacteria. :)

ay forgot the vets instructions regarding ear-cleaning. or the fluid retention- tts soo scary. hope she hasnt a heart problem. pray hard so. and the reaali unusual skin problem- what is it? hope its nothing serious. bah this is so cryable.

gee my elbow hurts. went for trng just now.. hmm im reaaaaaly disappointed w my play. honestly. i dont know whats come over me. ay its distressing. shimmie was worse hit then me anyhow. i was secretly tearing but she was outrightly weeping. sighh. captain- you rock. no need to stress up over your play! i am soo sure you will thrash your anderson opponent. yea! :)

ok must say the same for mee.

not going to tania's hse tonight. shall stay home and do work. im gonna stress over amath but i havent touched work the entire weekend so far.

i must mug tonight and tmr. i must i must.

i must spend more time on my darling dogs. i must i must. esp after nationals.

i must do well for anderson's match. i must i must. if i get to play that is.

yea i must. make that effort.

hello to a brand new day! :)

hmmsh. i dont reaali like the blue theme. its too bloo. anw, thks daphne for your help, think im abit more literate now. hees i actually know some stuff abt html!

argh know what. i have to take ss and amath test in one afternoon. bah 2 totally thrashing tests. one afternoon!! and the day before is and's match. we'll surely go out galivanting and all- how to study..?

oh and i am just totally clueless abt mich. i donno. i'll just say she doesn't like me. sobs. we're so.. detached! and we'll be teammates once again next year. yay! hope things'll work out. :)

theres trng on sat. do you think im ready to play on tues? i donno myself, really. i trained today- still very lost.

okies shall cont experimenting w more html stuffs.

i am almost. unfeeling.

we lost to nyg. boohoohoo. the most we can get now is third runners-up. just like last year.. i thot tt was the furthest we could go. i guess and actually hope i will hold that copper-ish medal in my hands again next week. prize presentation is next wekk, 2 days after anderson's match. well i have to prove myself to zainal. he said so! im te only one in the team who hasnt played any matches- just now he said i'd better train so he can see if im ready to play for and's match.

but im rather thankful. i know im not very ready la. even if i played i wouldnt have won, so good i didnt step into tt court. hmm want to train real hard this week. its the last go- the final run. i should just put more effort in, at least i'll be able to do something for the team right. if not i'll just be getting the medal! wo even playing. like angie.

but im not like unhapppy and spiteful cos i didnt get to play. and its like im not whole-ly in the team. prob cos its not my actual year la hor. sighh tts a baad attitude. sheesh im playing competitively dear. work hard, push yourself at the very least!

yarp. hmm we lost 4-1 to nyg anw. xf won. you rock. :)

mums job.. unstable. but God can turn it arnd into something good! like He has a purpose for everything. still i know we'll be blessed soo richly. somehow i know. cos God is always faithful. hahas like we should be. :)

ok im going for dinner- can watch holland v too. hees.

so ends up velda didnt enter my entry in after all tt day. sighh- so this blog is so outdated. my apologies.

anw haha maddy jen joyce and cj all have blogs now! hees.

here:

My heart is Yours
I give You my life
I lay everything down at Your feet

All of my dreams
I give unto You
All that I am is Yours

So take me into Your courts
Show me Your ways

You're all I need
You are my God forever
God forever

My hopes and dreams
Laid at Your feet
You are my God forever

You are the One who died for me
You are the One who set me free

this is a very nice song! and its actually written and composed by jason. woah- impressive huh. :) it has a nice tune and the words are just dazzling. luv it. oh thks maddy for getting the lyrics for me! :)

the world is be-eautiful

oh and evelyn the musical you guys put up was great! hees i enjoyed it lots. missed the edge on fri- sobs. there isnt the edge next week either cos of the world missions conference thing. so that would be a whole month of missing the edge. bah i sincerely miss it so.

i miss people too.

hmm what sould i do abt claire. sighh. im talking to her now- been talking to her alot ya know. alot. she keeps calling mee. i could have gotten annoyed with her but no- must love her. hmm but theres somehow a limit right. pls dont call me that often. i plead with you.

chocolate chip cookies- yumyumyum. i like the soft and chewy kind! like those frm mrs fields. then i cannot resist the famous amos kind. crunchy and munchy. ooh!

wo ai ni wo hao xiang ni. xi wang ni hui yong yong yuan yuan de xing fu!

so ends up velda didnt enter my entry in after all tt day. sighh- so this blog is so outdated. my apologies.

anw haha maddy jen joyce and cj all have blogs now! hees.

here:

My heart is Yours
I give You my life
I lay everything down at Your feet

All of my dreams
I give unto You
All that I am is Yours

So take me into Your courts
Show me Your ways

You're all I need
You are my God forever
God forever

My hopes and dreams
Laid at Your feet
You are my God forever

You are the One who died for me
You are the One who set me free

this is a very nice song! and its actually written and composed by jason. woah- impressive huh. :) it has a nice tune and the words are just dazzling. luv it. oh thks maddy for getting the lyrics for me! :)

the world is be-eautiful

oh and evelyn the musical you guys put up was great! hees i enjoyed it lots. missed the edge on fri- sobs. there isnt the edge next week either cos of the world missions conference thing. so that would be a whole month of missing the edge. bah i sincerely miss it so.

i miss people too.

hmm what sould i do abt claire. sighh. im talking to her now- been talking to her alot ya know. alot. she keeps calling mee. i could have gotten annoyed with her but no- must love her. hmm but theres somehow a limit right. pls dont call me that often. i plead with you.

chocolate chip cookies- yumyumyum. i like the soft and chewy kind! like those frm mrs fields. then i cannot resist the famous amos kind. crunchy and munchy. ooh!

wo ai ni wo hao xiang ni. xi wang ni hui yong yong yuan yuan de xing fu!

so ends up velda didnt enter my entry in after all tt day. sighh- so this blog is so outdated. my apologies.

anw haha maddy jen joyce and cj all have blogs now! hees.

here:

My heart is Yours
I give You my life
I lay everything down at Your feet

All of my dreams
I give unto You
All that I am is Yours

So take me into Your courts
Show me Your ways

You're all I need
You are my God forever
God forever

My hopes and dreams
Laid at Your feet
You are my God forever

You are the One who died for me
You are the One who set me free

this is a very nice song! and its actually written and composed by jason. woah- impressive huh. :) it has a nice tune and the words are just dazzling. luv it. oh thks maddy for getting the lyrics for me! :)

the world is be-eautiful

oh and evelyn the musical you guys put up was great! hees i enjoyed it lots. missed the edge on fri- sobs. there isnt the edge next week either cos of the world missions conference thing. so that would be a whole month of missing the edge. bah i sincerely miss it so.

i miss people too.

hmm what sould i do abt claire. sighh. im talking to her now- been talking to her alot ya know. alot. she keeps calling mee. i could have gotten annoyed with her but no- must love her. hmm but theres somehow a limit right. pls dont call me that often. i plead with you.

chocolate chip cookies- yumyumyum. i like the soft and chewy kind! like those frm mrs fields. then i cannot resist the famous amos kind. crunchy and munchy. ooh!

wo ai ni wo hao xiang ni. xi wang ni hui yong yong yuan yuan de xing fu!

hahahah! orals are over.. singalingaling.

yeayeayea today wanna go home and re-design myblog template! vei will be leaving soon so must leave too- hahaa eh jen what my blog intro nicer? hahahas its always been- always! lalala.

ooh just so relieved orals are over la.

allo! just did a lil bit of geog with lin. all the seawalls and breakwaters and such. its such a big pity that this coastal studies topic is ending so soon. we're doing weather and climate next. hums.

okay got to go. its 4.45pm. mum's here! badbad headache's here. poor kelly hope you're doing fine? hmm? -veida

just keep throbbing spinning hurting.

bah not feeling very well- donno why, yest night was baad and had a temperature. so skipped sch today. then had all sorts of things like a headache and a terrible stomachache- hurt so much. hahas so i slept soo much lor. yest slept the whole afternoon and as for today, i just lazed arnd the whole morning till 12+. i only felt better after waking up at 1.

sooo, i didnt play today. todays match against mgs! and i couldnt go down cos didnt feel well la. terrible team player huh. went down at 3 to supprt them anw- the most i could do. im the only one now who hasnt played yet! the other 6 have had their go-s.

anw we lost mg la. by the skin of our teeth. reaali, it could not have been closer!

syah lost to talitha 3-0.

i reached when xf was playing her 2nd set. anw she lost 3-2. it was 2-2. last set's score was 10-9. yes, chokechoke. soo close! lydia not bad lor.

then shimmie and sy played simultaneously. shim played shumin- she won! cos shu was injured, couldnt really run or lounge. havent figured how to spell tt word. :) so she won 3-2. yay shim im proud of you.

then sy played alison. guess what, the exat same thing tt happened to xf happened to her. yepp, 2-2 then 3-2, score 10-9. hahahas. sighh.

jocelyn played last, lost claire 3-0. she was soo sad, cried. thot we were at par 2-2 so was so stressed out lor. dear girl, i didnt know it was her first time playing in competitions.

so we're playing ny next. wonder if i'll get to play? hahas i should think so- but im not up to standard la. or so i think. okok positive self-talk pls.

oh saw christopher at kallang! looking cool huh. hahas what wear sunglasses sia. when it was raining- haha.

tmrs o level orals. and lit test. i havent done anything this weekend apart frm sleeping. havent studied for lit either. howhowhow. would like to skip sch again tmr if not for orals. stresss.

haha im amused at cj! abt the blog thing. hahaa he really ons abt finding nice template designs hor. wish i could change mine soon but have no time la. maybe this week after tmr- hopefully.

oh im supposed to talk abt out youth activity hor. hmm it was okay la. :) wonder if im going for fast forward. i'd like to esp since its corporate buuut donno my schedule also. hope can, think it'll be fuuun! :)

oh and ive finally figured the green glass door game thing. i see a seesaw but not a swing. i see jennifer but not joyce? i see neither me nor you. :)

ahma, ah choo ee-ee and e-tiong are going back tonight liaos. sighh i enjoy their company. haha and their louud voices. oh yes i can go down and eat my cha ye dan now. anw hope they have a safe journey back tonight- wish to go to penang sooon.

had this very disturbing dream this morning. abt 6+, when jol was preparing for sch. ahma woke up so early and started talking in her booming voice. so of course i woke up. then somehow my dream was so irritating lor- didnt sleep well also. oh my temperature last night was 37.7. ooh higggh. my normal temp would be in the 35.somethings, see.

hmm okay cant wait to get my new template.

and thks jl for the good wishes for my game today! :)

okay this is just for cj.

hello cj! :)

today was our regions youth activity. hahas it was fun- but the beach thing was disappointing. ok shall not say more.

bye cj!

God's special promises grant me such a peace and comfort.

like whoosh everything is under control and in trustworthy hands. i aint gotta worry a lil pea-bit.

i am sooo glad! :)

derrick was at rgs just now.. bumped into him at the canteen, hahas. like first time i actually talk to him and its not at the edge or anything. but at rgs!

chinese orals are next week. along with a total of 6 tests underway i think. sighh-

hmmsh how do you start the song that has you are my God forever in the chorus? haha thot of asking derrick since they sang it at evening svc on sun. hees i like that song.

You're all i need
You are my God forever
God forever
my hopes and dreams
laid at Your feet
You are my God forever

Your lovely presence is soo sweeet!

wan dan le. zhen de.

lit essay due today but we didnt bring. it isnt even completed yet. rather edited. how. need to go talk to ms lim soh kim liaos. hope shes feeling kang kai today. shall apologise.

hmm ron and ernie are watching vcds here at the encounter lab lehs. aww man so fun. i am sooo jealous. but i have to worry about lit essay lor. sobsob how. gonna get penalised. and this essay is surely gonna be counted for ca one. just hope we dont get an absolute zero la. pls.

yar ok going back to class to tell mavis the terrible news. or wait maybe we could get liane who is absent to send it to us frm home. hope.

hmph kelly your blog template is nicer than mine! more lavish.
but mine is simple and nicey -daph. hahas thks, i happen to think so too. :)

wellwell! what can is ay. finally nationals are here. yest was juniors match against mgs. today was ours against scgs. okay we both lost. 5-0. ours 15-0 set score. silence. wails. okay i didnt play- i was so relieved! but i'd say they all did a good job. is scfs realli invincible or what? how come they can beat our top players flat?

okay so xiufang was up against giawen. reaali, gw is goood! beat xf 9-0 for 2 sets leh. and xf is our top seed if not second. sobs! no hope la.

shim vs peizhen [supposedly look-alike player as me]. woah how fast is she really? too fast for comfort. dash here dash there, htink shimmie cannot keep up with her pace also. uhm.

shieh yuan vs iris. zainal said she could have actually won! hmm i guess its the tension of competitions. reaaly once you step into court its like everything you've trained before crumples and dies. but no! that cannot be.

i realised my english has deproved!

aisyah vs huijuan. ok syah im proud of you. as long as you did your best yah? :) my best team-mate! hees. hugs, jiayou all the way.

lingzhivs donna. d-o-n-n-a. i didnt catch their match cos syah and lz were playing simultaneously due to the fast end to mgs vs anderson game. sighs. well donna is good too.

hmm so that was it to rgs vs scgs. we lost, badly. but hey keep your heads up. we can do it for mgs. all their players are sec3s. like me! just that they are gooood. i dont think i can make it but im definitely playing. okok positive self-talk.

anderson wasnt too good today either. jocelyn and i were ref and marking for mgs vs and. yup and mich and syah would be glad to know their ex opponents arent that good still. i hope. but elaine lai seems to have improved alot leh. how. i must beat her if i meet her. if not reaaly malu leh. hmm, pressures building up!

c div vs mgs wasnt good either. lost 4-1. pamela aka crab won lor. shes like syah said, our schools asset. shes the only one with 100% hope. well at least! not sure why nicole didnt perform yest. she was NOT at her heyday. was too affected by the ref's bad calls la. poor girl. shots were screwed i'd say. alot of tin-balls.

okay dear sec2s.. wo men yong yuan zhi chi ni men! reaali, we hope for nothing more than for you guys not to repeat our bad achievements from last year. for us, for the school, for yourselves? :)

we got sweets in milk bottles today frm the c div. jerryca and pamela didnt come to support us. neither did any j1s appear. they're supposed to come support us leh.. they promised. did they forget? hmm anw they would really have been a great pressure block there. just squishing us with the great density of pressure! hahas well we luv and miss you guys, seniors!

this years nats will not be as memorable as last years.

i hope michelle will treat me better. =P i feel shunned by her, honestly. sorry but i am very affected by the diff in the way you treat me and chris. hahas tts rather silly of me but yes there is a vaast gap!

okay its back to my books now. o level orals. stress. vice chair. must do duty roster! cham. bah i shall quit talking abt sch and work. the thot is simply revolting.

choir concert is this friday. i'll be missing the edge ppl. i am devastated, hahas. but i enjoyed evening service last sun so much! it was a youth service in itself la. so well.. yay.

i know who brian is. and shaun. silly me was so distracted by it.

okay i shall not expound on anything anymore. time-wasting- court call.

i have distorted thoughts now la so well what to do. go off and do research on my dearest science people la. school starts tmr. symbolic of stress and more stress. late nights and more work.