i might just be going for a hoilday this year end!

tokyo OR england. aint that rocking.

all but that theres still the Os after eoy. or else we'll be flying off in october already. see how first la. and pray for the best! :)

having family life meeting here tonight. with lotsa food and all.

ciaos.

wonderful wonderful dayy!

sch was a-ok. the teachers skit was draggy.. but fun. like seeing them doin reaali extreme stuff. haha. aha and i went back to qifa! elaine did not pass me adeline's no in the end but i went back anw.

with velda! haha she wanted to go with me i seriously thot she was kidding! hahas but i think if she hadnt come i wouldnt have back. welll i saw no one familiar but yenlin! maybe there were my old classmates arnd but i couldnt recognise them anw. ahhhaha i lurve qifa. no matter how dirty the canteen was.

think i miss my frens better. boo if only we could have some form of reunion huh. but it'll be kinda weird cos its a p4 class. and no one prolly really cares abt 4H anymore. poor me. ate chicken rice! think most of the stalls did not change at all.

i visited the library. im now taller then the shelves! haha and i saw the book trolley i used to use. and the place smelled the same! nostalgia. mr james is still there. donno abt the principals. saw many familiar teachers. like ms chan ah moi. i miss everything there but the chicken rice standard has dropped. :)

oh and i was rather surprised when priscilla called me! she actually said she remembers my number. like whoa. its been almost 5 years. thankew! too bad she called when i'd left the sch la. she mentioned meeting up sometime. yess! with the rest too. dont know how to get in touch with em tho.

didnt return to rgp. lyn and hsin did. sighh i miss them lots too. but we arent very much close anymore. im sad.

got home to change then went straight to riverboat. met evelyn ee uncle steven eunice and eugene. actually there're the most sweet little cousins we have. but we somehow get so irritated with them after a while. they are real nice but sticky! the familys going to nz. may be moving for good.

ate so so much. so, so much.

so much till we fell fast asleep already in the car. and when we got home. haha tts bad leh. sleeping so soon after a meal. anw jol and i only got up at almost 6.

oh did i mention the blind guy. the one who grabbed me at harbourfront mrt that 206 outing day. well velda led him to the bus stop today. haha what. a coincidence. vei said its Him guiding us! well me too initially. but what for really? to share with him? tt did come across my mind. hmm well done vel! :)

bah took cab down to clementi. costed $6+ when the bus came 20 mins late. budder grr. we got there just a lil late onli. anw service rocked..! enjoyed the worship. every part of it.

it was good in many ways. reaali, maybe even everyway. we prayed for new vision. fresh passion. lala yess. hate the way we grow so much closer to God during the weekends. and then we fall back again during the week. i think that happens to almost all, not? and then during the services we get so hyped up again but i feel rotten. terrible cos it seems kinda hypocritical. so well. must get everything on track.

yingqi came to speak to me for a while! :) hugs. dan gave me this really fab card. oh i am sooo gonna miss her. honestly when i think of it shes almost my closest friend! you go babe. i must meet up with her when she returns from msia.

and then i intro-ed ire to jl. haha well donno what first impression she gave. and shes so loud sometimes. haha she mentioned a secret but in front of everyone gathered in front of the lift! haha dear girl. must pray for her continually hor.

oh yes got to talk to esther too. hi! :)

next weeks gonna be the joshua 21 thing. and then the next week the edge will be back to saturday. aik was suppsed to come today. but didnt the very last minute again. wellllll she really has to actually go soon. been asking her since who knows when! :) mavis too. think she'll be going to ch regularly with celeste. hmmm.

sorry but i have much to say today! :)

oh jl supposed to call me. doubt he is going to liaoo.

max msged me saying they're cc-ing tonight at 940. but i didnt call in to check either.

had planned earlier to meet justin and nia to study today. but nia lost her phone so had no mood. hope we can gather on mon with jem too. it'll be fun. hope we can accomplish much haha.

en jol and pa are watching how to lose a guy in 10 days downstairs. a girly show! haha and im gonna get kor to teach me more of more than words and tears in heaven.

hmm okay i want to go link ppl. and change template soon! :)

this long entrys to make up for the past days of not blogging. im actually restricting myself to once a week. hahas so ciao for now.

i cant stop falling in love with You. i never stop falling in love with You.

anonymousy is safest.

its a sunday! laaa.

i woke up with funny red bites on my face today. boo. and some were itchy! must be some mosquito in my room la.

and tried using gel haha. my own attempt was rather gentle and soft and useless. then ma came along and did it for me. more force but well it did look better. just abit.

had a feast at ghim moh market. haha lets see what we ate: beef hor fun. chicken cutlet. duck rice. yong tao foo. otah. carrot cake. ah balling. goreng pisang. butterfly. tao huey. soy bean drink. sugar cane drink with lemon. and not just one serving each. at least 2 each except for the chicken cutlet and yong tao fooo. hahah we calculated.. each person abt $8. at hawker centre eh! :)

haha so im extremely sleepy now. ok jol's fast asleep and refuses to get up. i bet kor's too. too bad dad has to go for leaders meeting or he will be snoring away. and mum should be keeping clement awake at the study table. with assesments and all, haha. and i am going to sleep too. later.

have to make sure un proj is going ok la. oh and many ppl cut their hair! me. claire. judith. ma. kor. yea. dan's hair was so pretty today! have to meet up with her this week cos this fri would be her last fri at the edge. prolly last time i'll be seeing her or sumthin. boohoo.

okay ppl ciao. cyu.

ahh im back. after quite a long while!

cut my hair again today. :) just shorter cos it was kinda outta shape. hahas. and kor cut his soo short- and still washed his hair at the salon. haha he wanted the massage la. whole day wanting massages. came back and received one. hmph.

watched bruce almighty. havent watched shows in quite a while. prob will not be doing so in a while frm now onward too. bah eoys are commming!

goodness funny clicks and sounds coming frm behind and inside the computer. brr creepy.

oh great i learnt how to pluck the tune of that lovely song. lala.

this week has been ok. we had just one chi test. but it was tough. guess the rest of the days were relaxing and hoping time would pass slowly. came up with exam study plan 2 weeks ago but not following. now theres much to catch up on. urgh.

sabbath week. quite a quiet week. no trng today either. so its been reaali nothing much this weekend. just lotsa lazing and playin arnd- guitar! :) haha jo and i were playing with the videocam on fri night. hahaha how funny. she video-ed me playing my song then we did some silly taping of each other introing our stuff. bahaha.

oh just this week, eggy and bel have sed they want to convert. jump for joy! :) thank God. we've been praying for them lar. and God answers prayers. He's real. haha yay must cont praying esp for bel cos her parents are not allowing her to attend church and all see. and juan accepted liao i think, you kno. :) God's working wonders. its like one third of 306 is turning to God. i can only imagine.

thank you Lord for all things. You're amazing.

ushering duty tmr, leaving at 830 hahas. soo early. should go sleep or i'll fall asleep during svc tmr. ahh Lord draw me close to You.

i draw all my strength, wisdom and confidence frm you and you alone. unto jesus be all glory honour and praise!

boo!

lotsa hw today. and chi test on wed. physics and eng on thurs. grrr. haha but well i have to admit im having a good time today. mons have to be the best regardless of whatever monday blues la. i think its now more of tues and thurs blues. cos of- you guessed it, trng. haha.

pa was watching spider-man over lunch. ended up spending more than an hour watching it with him. hahas. the guy in the show looks abit like jeremy. the hair and the.. overall look. hahahas kewt.

oh yes and i got my emath test today. mrs peh is so nice ah. i did a-ok.

got a msg frm dwee today! just when i was gonna sms him last night. beat me to it hahas. donno what to say either, really. miss him all the same. :)

so yce mentioned lunch on sat! haha yea okay can but when the dates inches closer then we confirm la kae? haha and kelly was so glad- i can say estatic when i told her the edge is changing back to sat again! so you will have to clean your room soon huh. that gives you half a month before sept comes. enuff time? :)

okay joy is leaving tonight. ahh is jennifer gonna send her off? sighh i reaaali wanted to go but its almost impossible. and so late also. bye joy i'll miss you soo much like everyone else will. haha anw you go girl. go in His power alright. and you will reap greatly. and it'll all be for Him! be safe and take care. you'll be in my prayers daily.

oh and i was jsut thinking a few days back. will you be coming back with long hair? haha cos i doubt the time to cut your hair often to maintain it will come by as you want it to. hahas joy with long hair? :)

alrighty have been very slacked in training. didnt go on sat and all- been pigging out instead. and trials are in sept already. ok have to buck up soon.

ris and lle cut their hair. for $38 and $40. shakes head. too expensive darlings!

the massive construction project outside the gate- when will it end? cant open the window cos its too dusty! and cannot use the car either. think the cement will dry by tonight and we'll have a nice piece of path outside by tmr. yess.

the skit yest was a-ok. haha it was fun doing it.

and jol should be a-ok too.

oh great! juan's going to church regularly. now to get mavis. we'll be a revolutionary people. we must keep it up. start in obscurity first. yea? must make sure we have worship this week. oh dear tmrs the only available day cos we have eng compre on thurs.

okok im off to make arrangements for worship tmr! ciao.

what a great big drama saga. :)

haha left my phone in the cab today. and like whee thank God so much cos i actually got it back! ah. haha but the whole thing was so long and quite scary but funny too! the uncle was nice. kaka said he'll go to heaven. but tts unless he believes in God anw. hees. well my phone and i have an amazing fate. twice or more times ive left my phone somewhere but i still get it back somehow. hees great.

kor ma and pa will be coming back sooon. 15mins ago they said half an hour more. so yes. and they're bringing back char kway teow and durian! no lor bak? haha but im soo full. went to bryans party. :) didnt go for hillsongs concert tho. hmm dont think i'll be going tmr either. sorry kelly.

it was a dreary rainy flag day. so unlucky it had to rain la. and i honestly only collected abit more than 10 flags? hahaha most of it i willingly but carelessly donated to the floor. the flags kept sticking to me. how embarrassing hahs.

open house was quite dull. i went back to visit the booth. and like they were sitting on the floor! i quite like the mist fans tho. real cool!

haha pher said he dreamt of me last night. ah welll.

and as youve prob noticed, im making reading all this all the more interactive by allowing your creative juices to fly and your imagination to run wild! try deciphering the coded names. hehs. have fun.

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ok i actually ran off cos they came back. haha had kway teow and durian as i'd mentiond. :) yummm. waa their trip to penang hill must have been superb. its kinda like cameron highlands. the climate, vegetation and magnificent view! want to visit too the next time. reminds me of meteor garden. the villa they went to with xiaozi? heh.

oh yea heres a quiz question i'd like to share with you. help me to solve k. or if you have any slight idea or clue let me know too! :) i might just share the prize money with you if i ever guess the answer. hee. and its all sponsored by my dear uncle:

there are 12 identical balls except for one which is defective in weight. thru only three weighings with a balance scale, explain how that one odd ball can be found! and yes only 3.

ive actually got 3 clues to help you but becos of these hints i got the prize money has dropped in value. anw:

1. first weighing is of same no of balls- but not 3.
2. all weighings are of the same no of balls each
3. last weighing is of only 1 ball on each side.

and yes so pls do rack your heads over this alright? :)

we cant drive the car out tmr cos the entrance to our house is blocked massively. haha so we've gotta take public transport. inconvenient huh.

g o s h i a m b u r s t i n g !

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haha the edge on fri was goood. emily was there! :) and as for the rest, long story la. basically joy shared cos they're leaving on monday already! i will sooo miss her. and it really was a spirit-led svc i'd say? yea cos jeremy abandoned his prepared sermon notes and spoke frm the heart.

say- think of the sacrifices God has made for us. the insults, the criticisms, the beatings. the hurts, the rejection, the everything bad imaginable. most of all think of His death? He gave His life for me and ya. what more could we ask for then for someone to give up his all just for us? really, think hard. then you might just see.

the least we could do then is to give what we can. nothing can beat the sacrifice of a life eh. He is soo deserving. like joy said, what we can do within our human limits can never suffice.

well we must really all reflect on our walk with God! do what you can. its gonna be so easy yet so difficult to regret what we've missed out- what we have not given.

im not good at expressing myself but you should get what im trying to say. well- it would be such a waste if we do not honour God and do what we can for him. i mean, the sacrifice made is beyond our comprehension. unfilial children we can call ourselves i guess if we do not want to grow deeper in Him to understand His promises for us. what He truly wants for us. cos He's given His all.

we must put our all on the altar.

its almost an obligation. its more a desire.

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love You Jesus.

bahbah doing bio ws on the computer. hardly doing much anw. haha cos dont know how to use that thing. ok anw we're finishing the ws soon. then can go for lunch and go home yea. not going to awwa after all. then can wear something more presentable for ushering tonight.

lala its friday! open house and flag day tmr. loong day. then hillsongs concert and bryan's birthday party! haha so fun. busy. i think flag day will be exhausting! then can come back to sch go visit the booth. go sec twos im sure you guys can do a great job!

okay later.

yawn im getting sleepy tho i havent gotten down to doing anything yet. hahas.

training today was quite good. how God really works wonders. like im so in awe of everything He's doing for me. with lotsa prayer and also jol's. i think everything will turn out good for me. and ich. :)

oh vicky ches back. she came back on friday actually. i havent mentioned much abt her rite. well yea think shes coping just fine. but now maybe cos of what ate margie has been doing for me, she has an extra responsibility with the dogs. hehs- she never used to help me do anything for them, and now she has to do almost everything. whoops. lazy me.

i didnt get to say bye to her, she left while i was not yet home on friday. haii hope to see her again soon. can then express my thanks and gratitude. :)

we've gotta train really hardd. good that zainal has finally figured that we need to get serious with our trngs. so we'll be put into groups by next week. and training has to follow a strict schedule now, with everyone at any time doing something productive. great. at least this sparks hope for our team.

joyce mentioned having lunch with jl again! :)

gonna go visit awwa this fri. yay can get to see the kids again. haha fridays are play days. so kelly and i can come up with some kind of game for us to play. miss the kids regardless of how they treated me. hees.

im having tuition tmr! gonna be my first lesson with mr richard. haha welll i shall see how he teaches. and find out why tania likes him so much? :) dont even know where to start cos im honestly nowhere in chinese. boo.

saw cy and jud at sch today! :) was pleasantly surprised to see em. esp after not seeing cy in soo long. well it was fun anw. :)

got a new cd this week. wow worship! contemporary christian. nice nice.

okay theres tingxie tmr and chem test on friday. what bummers. i really dont mind tingxie. and hopefully the chem test will be simple. it should be.

yess we are finally re-starting worship this thursday! must pray real hard for it. cos we're losing all that zest we used to have. i mean, we have not prayed this week. i was sleeping so didnt get up in time. and no one else initiated. really disappointed la. so. hope this week signifies something new God has in store for us. like the vision He gave me. :) dear Lord.

in His love and overwhelming grace, me.

another grand happy birthday to you spore!

had a great time at net just now! good food, fun and fellowship. haha enjoyed every moment of it. :) haha and cant believe how hyper xtina was. waah have never seen her like that before. :) bwahaha. her trademarks 'hi's and her stomping into a lump of dog poop. acks.

cj didnt come today so it was only the 6 if us girls. during worship i realised we were singing so loudly. and our voices sounded pretty. :)

help theres a mighty big insect hovering arnd my head.

so we met jol's and eliz's net at harborfront after net. stayed for a short 15 mins before we were rushed home by mum. sighh. haha we played the object game and black magic too on the train! smart lil xtina.

uh-oh just got told off to go to bed. waking up early to go to church. practising for skit! hees.

ate margie and vicky che cooked so much food tonight. supposed to be for mum and dads net groups combined. yumm can have it for our meals tmr.

we had devotion tonight. after a long while. haha and kor was rudely awakened so he was not in a good mood. :) everyone prayed a simple prayer. then we did so too for the 2 sisters in our home. dears. :)

im finally done with the northern lights series. read like crazy today la. didnt get any work done also. im skipping tmrs squash competition organised by the tanah merah club to study. no choice la. would love to join the rest. most likely playing matches vs mgs and scgs. haha but i also dont dare to play. eeks.

no no cannot. must be confident. :) i think official hand over frm sec fours is upcoming. ahh. biig duty coming up for me.

ah yes farewell last night! haha it was wonderful. aside frm the fact that ich still wasnt talking to me. or that i was kinda left out by the three. or that i waited for almost 2 hours for the rest. cos we received lovely cookies frm the snrs. and the sec twos were so sweet, coming up with the cheer booklet and the splendid gifts for snrs.

i enjoyed the food too! we got this really nice pavilion to sit in. mighty wonderful! with roses and all. chandelier too. :) i think can go to flash.diaryx.com or sumthing to see the pics. yea.

shall add more links of jud and chris and esther soon.

oh anw- hello esther! :)

happy birthday spore!

yawn so tired. came back at arnd 1+. haha and the strawberry sneakers were killing my feet, esp on the walk back frm the bus stop. ouch.

todays celebs werent exactly exciting. but its good that they have level competitions. good idea. and i of course enjoy the sec fours performance most! wheet love seeing the diff costumes. soo cool. and most of the time brilliant! very creative indeed. if only that x-prefect girl won. love her costume. :)

farewell is tonight. and we sec threes dont have anything at all for our seniors. booboo mean. only cards. think i'll rush thru something one. something little. hri just asked me to get them anw.

no time to sleep or do work anymore. bah.

or maybe i should just go sleep and not wake up in time for dinner.

heyy!

haha i miss madeline. finally got to read her entrys after so long cos my comp cant scroll down on her page. hmm havent gone out or talked to her like used to do hor? :) anw- have fun at work. and have fun everywhere. haha so cool gonna be an auntie soon ah.

lunch now at encounter lab.

hey anyone can tell me what esther tan's blog add is? didnt know she had one. and other then her and those i linked.. anyone else frm church i know has? :) how cool tt so many ppl have. jus and jud's on the way?

ahh farewell is this fri. problems even over such a small thing. all we have to do is collect fund and book the place. but somehow there are still problems. donno now lor. think hri hasnt booked marche yet. ive actually called ppizza hut already just that they dont allow reservations. luckily. now lle doesnt wanna go there. refuses to. so i think ais has to forgo her meal. its a farewell dinner mind you. like team dinner. where everyone eats and has a good time.

okok i cannot brood over it all. a good leader is.. someone who has all the qualities we discussed druing ace yest. im between what- laissez faire and democratic? bah i donno.

lalala dont wanna come to sch anymore. wanna go to church everyday. or maybe not. but hey everyone i miss your company. like when we stilll belonged to one lifegroup. hees remember? so fun and warm rite.

playing at pm net week.. have to find out whos worship leading then get the songlist. :) yah jen confirm im going to net on sat la. pls do get lotsa food! :) the parade gets abit less exciting during the performance and the inspection and stuff. so can eat. haha or is it pray and have lesson? bah. shine Jesus shine!

what to wear tmr ah. red shirt or white shirt or purple- colourful! represent vanda miss joaqin. or however to spell it. haha en wanted to wear the i love spore shirt too. too bad theres a big red heart in the front and hes convinced he looks gay. or rather girl.

daniella! miss you darling. havent really spoken to you in quite long. hope you're doing great and receiving sooo much of what God has in store for you. :)

i want to go for the brio missions trip!!!! or any other of that sort. the panama trip is exxx. 2000 over bucks for almost 10 days i think. but high class hotel and all. most of all great experience rite. :) hmmhmm doubt it'll ever come to pass tho.

on to book 3 of lisa tawn's book series. midnight sun! wheeps.

gotta get going for physics prac! :) must be some light refraction reflection thing.

cyas.

lazy day at trng.

i donno what approach to take. confronting or compromising? hahas reminds me of ace and mr ho. well farewell is almost confirmed. now all i need to do is to book the place for dinner.

and i'll be missing the edge agaain. sighhh. and regional rehearsal falls on that evening too. and wont be going to wahku's place on nat day anymore. should be going for net instead. a change. biig change. :) we've been going to beach road for umpteen years since. loong routine indeed.

im thirsty, wan some fruits. dont think there is any left tho. shall go check.

wonder what show will be screened in class again tmr during recess. hees we're a perculiar class. luckily noone really minds us watching the shows during breaks with the lights off and all. i mean, even the malay and tamil and other race students bear with us! i know they even enjoy the chinese shows. :) hehs thats goood.

oh and broke the pact i made with kli today. boohoo i finally succumbed! i stole crumbs and bits of the choc chip cookie frm my bag- bought frm marks and spencers. and ate in class! sigh naughty.

okay tmr will be a good day. no trng.

God be with me! :) pls re-ignite that flame in us christians in class. we're like totally losing that ompph we used to have. and worship. we seriously have to start soon.

Lord pls watch over pebble and jade and grant them Your love! :) havent really been taking good care of them lately. oops.

yesyes we have oranges! ate margie cutting for me. hees. thank God for fruits that quench our thirst and people He sends along to serve us when we're lazy. :D

love, me.

i have much stuff to do tonight.

just came back, haha went to the dentists then to mums office. snacked at her pantry. :) so full now. and bah spent a bomb at the clinic. their svcs are soo expensive lor.

managed to find 2 palisades books and 2 by lisa tawn bergren. yes! haha being so distracted reading away.. and jennie has the whole series of the melody carlson books. whee! where goes the plan to study? ;)

okayy want to do something before i go and watch holland v. but im too full to eat now. but haii nvm cos i want to watch the show badly.

later.

ahh the song You're Everything is really so comforting- haha in a sense. cos it oh-so-terribly reminds me of camp last year. if i need to think happy thoughts i just need to turn on the player to that song! haha boo tts funny-

cant help but reminisce abt tt and everything else.

havent been in touch w dwee for quite long already. bah miss talking to him! ahh badly badly.

noone really updates anymore nowadays. ok not everyone but quite afew. :) haha tt means nothing much to look at. not alot more to know abt others. kaypo.

svc today was on Jesus the Father. the Everlasting Father! forever. without end. always and always. lalala! :)

been a laazy weekend! haha but keep thinking i deserve it. feels as tho the hols are here just cos my tests are over- for now. hahs notty notty. today did 5 mins of geog, q1-6 of amath trig functions and just started chem. how acomplished orh.

oh i slept for abt 2 hrs. ate most of the time and watched black hawk down with kor for quite abit too. whataday!

haha en's psle year. and ma's getting worried abt his work. dear boy. its so true tt she never was really worried abt me or kor. i think we managed to study on our own well. hahas.

hmm i like this song alot-

amazing grace that touched my heart

anointing me to worship

amazing grace that causes me to stand in awe and pray

i reach out to You

Your hand of love it conquers me

im calling to You

to the glory of Your Name

i am falling for You

i run into Your presence

falling into the arms of grace

i will call upon heaven

just to see Your face

lost in Your love

amazing grace

i like alot of worship songs la. :)

think ate margies leaving end of this week. boo how sad. but i think these things dont affect me much. tho it makes a biig diff who takes care of the hse. and who takes care of the dogs. :) they're the most impt!

ok jols home. think i should do something more productive. alot more productive.

shall go get more books tmr. then meet the rest at the dental clinic. maybe can visit mum's office pantry. :)

and marcus do hurry up with your blog hor.

trng was goood today! :) it just keeps gettin' better. well i had a fab time actually.

then went for net at kopitiam. hmm so claires coming to my net liao. who should i choose to disciple ah. good for jo, she wont have to travel so much anymore. sighh shes been soo busy i should think shes bushed.

waah they spent $100 at marks and spencers today. haha they got chips and sweets and biscuits and nachos and ooh choc coated raisins- like 4 packets. and of course choc chip cookies! :) muahahahaha.

hmm did quite abit of clearing up today. cleared the closet and my files and books and papers. haha tanias unhappy we didnt get much clothes out of the wardrobe after all. i think we need something else, like another whole cupboard. cant fit everything in esp with moms clothes taking up most of the space. brr.

pray w me for tania!

haha finished the pilots wife today. read nonstop. oh and i also brought jade to the vet for her vit c jab. urgh it was gross. her blood went into the vaccine lor. into the injection thing whatever you call it. not stringe rite. it looked baaad cos it wasnt liquid liquid but more dense. and yuck yuck they injected her blood back into her. urgh, painful. but her stumpy tail was still ever-wagging. :)

uh-huh okay tts all for today realli. waiting for the ice lollies to solidify. tania and jacelyn are downstairs donno doing what. and i should speak better eng.

not to us but to your name be the glory.

haha friiiday! i love fridays cos theres the edge. yay. tonights msg was on miracles. go read john 10:38, 14. acts 2:43, 3. those are the referred verses. anw- :) so happy.

okay i must commit myself to realli seeking to go deeper. hmm like i was thinking abt what jeremy said: we want to be madly and desperately in love with You. really, it would seem so out of place to even think abt that out of church boundaries. you know like at sch- peer pressure and all. its hard to be the way you're on for God there like at church.

nvm now. whatever the case i just pray that God's presence will always be with me lor. i dont wanna care abt other stuff. cos when you really think abt it nothing else but God is important. insignificant. so lets pledge to loving God more and more and more and more and so intensely each day.

the past 2 svcs have been so so good. so i thank God for once again refreshing me. :) hmm i think the period of time where i really starting slacking like in doing my devotions was after hols? or donno when also la. quite recent. bah sometimes i dont even read my bible or pray lor. esp praying cos i really cannot keep my eyes open when its tt late. terrible hor.

okay things are gonna change big time from now on. i promise. it'll be just soo tough, but it'll work out. cos He backs me up what. so.. we'll start from my quiet time. true commitment see. and then sch. we must start on our weekly worship again, no matter how sleazy it always had been. :) i actually miss the times. how kli and i were soo excited for each lunch break to come. nowadays its being replaced by watching gory cartoons and the oh-so-funny holland v. sighh. :)

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oh anw thanks vei for your sms tonight! :) the one abt trusting God for everything. :) im soo pleased and relieved to say tt trng on thurs was soo much better. ahh i really have to thank God. cos i was really struggling alot on tues. and i prayed so much for things to change. :)

so thurs trng was in fact good. i can say i enjoyed myself. see prayer works wonders cos God is real.

anw mich if you ever happen to be reading this (getting access to my page is soo easy), i love you.

had orals today. sighh i never did get to interpret. too caught up in thinking of how to describe the pic tt i carelessly dismissed the thought of interpreting and infering. hahas well but i wasnt prompted during picture! wheeps donno whether tts good.

ooh had a good dinner tonight. walked in the door to find to my surprise pizzas and kfc on the breakfast table. :) hees had a feast.

im currently reading pilot's wife. i think manda was reading this book last year or something? cant believe im actually reading. to think i loved doing it so much. stopped for almost 3 years. glad! :)

oh and to marcus- hello! anonymous and silent visitor ah. :)

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Gen 1:16b. He also made the stars.

Gen 2. Thus the heavens and the earth were completed in all their vast array.

how wonderful God's beautiful creations are.

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okay im having trng again tmr. i can guess it'll be another 3 rounds- 4.5km, then gym/weights room for 1 hour doing everything in 3 sets of 12 [ack] and then courtwork where we have to run everywhere like crazy. then your legs end up wobbly. so i need my sleep now.

good night, i know things will be even better tmr! in Jesus' name.